** Everything on this site is a work of fiction.
A couple descriptions of mental torture (courtesy of other TI's) via the same
torture to suicide AI system I am on.
"Like a nail being slowly hammered the head gets beat. Beaten and beaten till
you can't make it. Your brain is being destroyed, bit by bit. Noise in your ears
seems to come from contact with microwaves. Implants that respond to
microwaves.The RNA structure of your brain is being changed by microwaves,
slowly but surely. The clever hypnotist has a hold of you like a wash rag. he'll
ring you out till your used up! WELCOME TO HELL .."
This is the most sophisticated form of "psychological murder" one can think
of, and is used to threaten me criminally and to destroy my brain and nerves
intentionally & completely to a vegetative state..To begin with, this was
draconian violation of privacy, life and liberty,& in fact, in a nutshell, in
one fell swoop, it criminally violates all human rights that a human being is
Even though it sounds weird to the common people, it’s a fact that, I get
tortured the most by faceless voices inside my head (and I'm not a psychiatric
patient), that continuously negates & manipulate my thought process and weakens
and exhausts my brain and nerves through remotely operated technologies as
mentioned above. My mind is always a battlefield in here, and my brain just
"gasps" every second to take a breath and it seems like that these are just
suffocating my brain to “death”. I remain helplessly mentally handicapped in
this condition. The perpetrators do it intentionally and increase the severity
when it counts the most. They don’t even let me sleep at night. This pushes me
towards acute depression, mental retardation and insanity almost. This is so
intolerable that someone who has not gone through it can’t even imagine. This
continuous torture on my brain & nerves may result in permanent insanity, brain
embolism, cerebral hemorrhage etc.
Are you a TI and looking for help? Search on this page
"Tips for Targeted Individuals" and go straight to that section. Physical wounds
heal. Mental wounds don't. The first step in
healing is to get away from the perpetrators. Under electronic neural torture
you cannot do this. Unless you are extremely lucky and you are released from the
program, all you can do is get therapy in the form of support from other torture
victims suffering like you '.
This site is not about happiness and sunshine. You should be prepared to be a
bit depressed or angry if you venture into it. The title description in the
banner is accurate word for word.
click for blog
Military: Who exactly is in charge here? Apparently, that's the question. Why is
this still on when you ordered it off (if you did)? Turn it off and...
THIS SITE COMES DOWN AS PROMISED.
I have no beef with HQ.
Apparently, if they canned 'Eric' I'd be free?
Jan 13 4PM THEY DIDN'T GO. Don't know what to do. Hospital time?
Jan 12, 6am. 'Eric' the roach controller Capt totally knocked me out late last
night with heavy stuff. He has no other teams now except for the inmates who are
online right now. He may be occasionally getting a few of the old original
personnel as a favor but that's it. I'm sure he's violating NSA guidelines and
there are SEVERE SECURITY ISSUES. I've been told via syntel before that he
violates NSA guidelines. This is a total joke, failure. He's just a desperate
rat trying to cover up, and has to keep me contained and hidden as best he can.
He's causing even more psych damage to me trying to make me forget events of the
past 5 days by just beating the fuck out of my brain electronically, changing my
mental states to very dull lobotomized states like you change a TV channel.
Jan 11 3:25pm, the evil desperate roach, 'Eric', is at it again as he has been
all day, trying to rig up fake impressions of me.
Morning started off with an artificial good mood, putting me into an airhead
state, with emotions and most of my mind offloaded. Syntel never stopped.
He won't go unless HQ forcefully makes him. I know one of his kid's names
(100% positive on that) and I know the sudbdivision he lives in (if he didn't
move). How Clever! What a fun game. I also know what he looks like.
On that note, I'll be getting an artist to sketch out his mugshot pic and I'll
post it. He has a tattoo on his back on his left side above his waist. I
believe it is a knife or spear-shaped. Secrecy is key to these agents. His
is blown now. This thing is like a pathetic car with two spare tires on it and
smoke pouring out of the engine limping along, sounding like a dying elephant.
It keeps going like this, why? What's his motivation to not turn it off?
His pathetic charades are a joke. I've started calling him 'Sir Mix-a-lot' like
a RAP record producer that mixes up different ripped-off riffs into a songs.
That's all he does all day. I visualize a large roach standing over a mixing
control board plying his trade in creating the desired framed-up work.
SITE AND EVERYTHING ELSE STAYS UP!
11:34pm. well I took the whole site down but what a surprise... the man never
left! Instead he started freaking out. He actually said I 'took him on' which is
his term for challenging him. That's right, taking this site down made him mad,
got him in trouble, got him scared. Of what? He gave me some death threats. The
only thing that changed was that he started panicking. He tried to play more
games with the interrogator, snagging any of my thought content he could at
times to twist around. And that's it. So there you go. Site was down for 30
minutes. I obeyed per his offer at 10:25 but instead I got death threats for it.
This guy's a Captain? So it goes back online now. I'm sad. This is sad.
10:25pm the man on the line just said take it down then we'll turn it off, so
I'm taking it down now..
woke up to another creepy synthetic dream involving threats and a
pounding headache which is worsening.
Jan 9. 11:12pm he's still at it, all day long.
Capt turned my mind into self-sabotauging contrary sewer from constant synthetic
telepathy and massive paranoia, framing me and getting me to act for the system.
I am totally schizo in my thought processes. I immediately have contradicting
evasive thoughts. Random thoughts are junk, they aren't valid statements. For
example, a 'what if' kind of thought, a troubleshooting thought. He will take
this and present it as your position on something, grandstand like it's an
actual statement and carved in stone. It's scary to think anyone actually
believes this crap he slops together. Here's an idea. Get the fuck out of my
mind you slimy perverted roach. This desperate rat takes fragments of thoughts
in any context and presents them as 'evidence' to help cover himself. He's
scrambling with these tactics right now. How about facts.
More staged 'show and tell' for HQ yesterday. In reality, nothing's
changed. He turned down the volume on the syntel and let off on some of the
intensity of the neural control. HQ needs to know this. Capt is still using a
proxy for me, have the usual vans following me etc to provide a firewall,
preventing HQ from getting any real data. Everything going to HQ is totally
faked. He has to be forcefully removed. Again, if he was actually given orders
to turn off the syntel etc he has refused and is instead using a facade as
always. He's extremely paranoid. Nothing's changed! It's the exact same types of
scam with the same scripts except the good cop / bad cop thing is valid but
reversed. HQ isn't to blame, he is, if it's true he was supposed to turn off the
Oh yeah, Capt has to be plugged into me 24/7 every second
to make sure HQ's eyes and ears aren't sneaking through etc. He has to monitor
and guard the disaster vigilantly. He can't leave me to be monitored by anyone
else without him there. I spend lots of time looking at nasty gay porn which I'm
desensitzed to now. So is he now. He actually enjoys watching it with me.
Really. It's like a hobby. Ask any of the other team if you can get the truth
out of them. So this is the program now. That's all there is to it. The Capt who
has to cover up lots of stuff and me. It's like being on a non-stop phone call.
He's there every second now, and we check out gay men, especially the black on
white sadistic stuff like on blacksonboys.com. He will scrounge some of the old
team members sometimes but mostly it's just the inmates. Whenever I look at the
gay porn, which is often, he *has* to be exclusively hooked up to me, getting
the visual. Can you imagine the various military personnel who have been
involved: "I joined the military. I'm in the military in an elite group and this
is what I do now, this is what I have to look at."
Jan 8. More scams from Capt to trick, dodge HQ. If shit was supposed to be off
it's not, voices still on, heavy scheme programming, synth dream this morning,
he says he can't turn it off b/c HQ's interrogator will nail him and me. Wants
me to fake like it's off and keep up the acts. I don't care. I want it off.
It's not here because of HQ it's here because of O'Neil or whatever his name is.
In reality, that's how it's been from the begining. 100% of this, of everything
that's happened to me since December 2011 and it's effects, including the book,
are his doing.
This fucking idiot programmed me to be schziophrenic, to self-censure and
contradict every single thought, instilling massive paranoia regarding HQ
reading my thoughts. He did this from the very begining. He coached me to lie
constantly, to act. He prevented me from looking for work, told me to lie in bed
all day and night, gain lots of weight and be fat slob, grow my hair out, not
shave, act totally despondent. It has been killing me. Amazingly he
programs the fuck out of my brain and system to keep me in a fake good mood,
lobotomized so he and his handful of handlers can deal with me. Yet he coaches,
instructs me to act sad or mad on command when he's recording my
thoughts/emotions to show HQ how I really am. So he'll traumatize me but instead
of me naturally feeling the pain I have to fake it per his instructions since my
overriding state is fake so that his team is spared the trauma of being a
horrifically tortured victim of an evil black botched project.
With this idiot's evil system, you are in a constant second-by-second deposition
where every single thought no matter how minute is either hidden or recorded or
manipulated so he can cover his lying ass. In general that's how this system was
from the beginning, extreme policing mind interrogation.
Maybe this will put an end to it. Capt "Eric O'Neill or O'Neal" uses skinhead
inmates (parolled or otherwise sprung) for local operations. His name may be
wrong, I'm not totally sure. The skins are all around me. They come and go in
batches. He "fires" a lot of them. What I've heard via the syntel (not disinfo
either) - he screams at them and rips on them mercilessly. I've heard showdowns
with them many times. They hate him. Most of the rental houses in my
neighborhood are occupied by them or have been, or are used by other unwitting
resources. They're in vans most of the time, typically white utility type vans
but they can have any business name on it. A favorite car is the little midget
type car. A common one they use - it just passed by with a skinhead resource in
it - is purple. The Capt dresses in business attire almost always, is about 6 to
6 foot 2 inches, black hair and beard (this may be gone now). I'm positive about
his physical description. He created the project and runs it. He lives in a
large, very upscale neighborhood close by. Ultimately, he's running this
and is responsible. He's been covering his ass like no tomorrow which is the
only reason for the continued syntel, psychotronic-neural tortures - heavy mind
My understanding now is that the groups of 40 and 5 won't help now. He's just
stuck with a sporadic team of 8 skins. Hope I'm right. SS Admin HQ still lets
this circus charade go on.
I just want this turned off and him GONE.
The synthetic telepathy and other tortures were supposed to stop? Want to know
why he keeps doing it as hard as he can?
At least please turn off the synthetic telepathy and neural manipulation, and
New Years Resolution: keep breathing and get my freedom from TPTB. I can only
repeat myself here. Going into the fourth year of having my head constantly
spun. Want peace and quiet. Want my ability to have natural dreams and
Question. The nazi brown-shirt super soldier program that keeps my ass under RNM
effectively de-humanizing, de-spiritualizing me, likes all things nazi. Well,
didn't their hero AH once say something like: Those who are willing to
fight for survival should be allowed to live, and those who don't wish to
survive should be given every assistance towards that end. ?? Didn't he?
Isn't this the military that has me? Where's the code of honor?
I wish to survive. In contrast, the masses wish for shitty, putrid existences.
They're totally fake in every way. They are the true archons if you really want
to be honest. They aren't interested in truth and authenticity, they're
interested in garbage. So be it, and they get more propoganda, war and misery,
and cheap garbage to enjoy per their insistance. This website etc has given them
more classified info than any other source I know of. I certainly did my
part for them didn't I?
I want my freedom.
I'm a non-participant in any and all human conflicts.
I disrespect and distain the loser masses who blindly do what they're told.
me is too psychologically and emotionally
damaged to be any kind of liability or threat, or asset. Truthfully, I don't
know who the hell I am. The extent of the torture was covered up massively.
I can't do third grade math now.
I want Out, not in. I want to be as far away as possible from humans and the
shit that goes along with them. Really.
SEAL Milab program leader is a gigantic Insider Threat
The damage that can be causd by 1 person is astonishing. History shows this over
and over. I wonder if the National Insider Threat Task Force has seen this
How the Myron May MKUltra FSU Staged Shooting Was Pulled Off
The Florida State University (FSU) shooting involving a semi-controlled MKUltra
subject, Myron May, was carried out by the intelligence agency that acted as his
controllers (handlers) and had been torturing and programming him. This event
was similar to the Aaron Alexis mass shooting event at the Washington Navy Yard.
Directed Energy Weapons (DEW) systems aka Psychotronic or Frequency Weapons
Systems were used...
Mr. May was an intelligent, successful thirty-one year old with no history of
mental problems (until his targeting started). Typically when targeted
individuals naively reach out for help to the police or hospitals upon being
blindsided by terrifying electronic torture, they are forced into psych wards
despite the fact that they are displaying the opposite characteristics of mental
illness in that they are seeking help, trying to stop the torture being
inflicted on them by psychotronic neural weapons systems.
The intelligence agents (domestic terrorists) who “handled” Mr. May knew his
every move and had the capability of monitoring his thoughts and feelings, and
of course his actions. They knew the psychological impact of the torture they
were inflicting on him.
THEY SAW HIM CRACKING UP AND IDEATING SUICIDE AND CONSTRUCTING A PLAN. THEY KNEW
THEY WERE PUSHING HIM PAST THE BREAKING POINT, AND KEPT GOING ANYWAY, DECIDING
TO USE HIM AS THE NEXT MASS SHOOTER. THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED WITH AARON ALEXIS
What I’ve just described is different than the type of shooting where a subject
can be under total remote control, completely unaware of what they’re doing. Mr.
May and Mr. Alexis were aware but were in a powerfully altered, emotionally
detached, militant state of mind. A strongly, but not totally, controlled state
of mind. They were first, over a period of time, tortured physically and
psychologically, including sleep deprivation, with the very life essence in them
stripped away. They could not carry on existing in the state they were in.
Literally there was no other solution and I can assure you once the decision was
made to use them as shooters, powerful neuroscience applications the public
isn’t aware of were used in programming them to become committed shooters.
A hallmark of MKUltra is to fracture the personality, the mind in general, then
remold the subject to any number of alter personalities. Of course, this can
include a hardcore killer when it comes time to make them kill.
Here’s where they went wrong. Myron was intelligent enough to create
documentation and identify himself as a targeted individual, and use his
“suicide” as a way to bring attention to the plight of other targeted
individuals and help stop the evil being inflicted on them. Incredibly they
failed in steering him away from mailing detailed letters and posting credible
messages online… and they continued with the proxy murder scheme anyway. Mr. May
succeeded in his goal of educating the public about the horrific torture being
inflicted on targeted individuals. The effects of his success will be hard to
measure but will indeed have a powerful impact. Perhaps his handlers gambled,
betting that his message would not get much exposure. How wrong they are. They
cannot afford to have the public, on any appreciable level, even know what a
targeted individual is. The basic claims of these domestic torture victims
cannot be presented. Schopenhauer’s three stages of truth are being fired up
now. The government-directed shooting of the FSU students via their torture
subject, Myron May, amounts to a bucket of gasoline being thrown on a fire.
How was the government’s latest mass-shooting actually choreographed, what did
they do? May’s handlers would have “helped” him decide where to do the shooting.
They would have choreographed the event and totally mind controlled the
necessary number of subjects, from witnesses to police, paramedics, doctors and
school administrators, to make the whole event follow their script.
An absolutely essential part of this script when the controlled shooter is above
average in intelligence and could do substantial damage if left alive – is of
course to kill them. I don’t presume to know exactly what Myron did when the
police arrived but I do know that even if he had hypothetically been on his
knees with his hands in the air saying “I surrender, please don’t shoot” he
would have been swiss-cheesed in a hail of bullets. Furthermore, any witnesses
would be totally mind-controlled, basically having their minds blanked or to
state to any reporters the desired lie the remote neural controllers of their
brains want them to say.
The intelligence agency that conducted the shooting’s bet is that the ignorance
of the public combined with the repetitive drumbeat of “mental illness”
dominating the headlines concerning the shooting will drown out the information
that Mr. May left behind. They expect that few will even be interested in
looking at the ramblings of a nutcase. Where they’ve gambled big is that the
spread of the term “targeted individual” won’t have an impact.
I do not condone the government’s shootings of innocent civilians.
In reality, Myron May did not commit suicide. A targeted individual committing
suicide is an oxymoron. He was murdered horrifically in every way and done so in
a truly evil attempt to besmirch his name. To his eternal credit, Mr. May
identified the true criminals behind all of this. As of yet, aside from Mr. May,
nobody else is dead and hopefully all the other victims will survive and learn
the truth of who actually conducted the shootings.
MYRON MAY (FSU shooter) -
was a targeted individual. Seeing resemblences with Aaron Alexis here?
When will we see what was in the packages May sent out? SOON.
I know the contents of it. He was being tortured to
death electronically. He also sent correspondence to Congress. He DIDN'T kill
anyone but easily could have. This was his way of committing suicide. He
basically wanted to be a martyr since he was being murdered anyway. That's the
contents of the letter.
Note, this guy was a
former Felony Prosecuter. "He did his job with
distinction and honor," said District Attorney Mark D'Antonio.
Are you a District Attorney? Read this site if you want to learn what's
behind this and the other shootings. I've thoroughly spilled my guts.
Did his controllers watch and actually help choreograph the shooting? YES!
I shut up and this site comes down as soon as the RNM etc is turned off . Turn
it off and get the fuck off me.
Myron May, tortured via S-QUAD (ELF) Frequency mind control weapons platform.
JAYLEN FRYBERG WAS MURDERED
AND USED AS A MURDERING SHOCK-TROOPER LIKE THE OTHERS. DO YOU KNOW WHAT
CHEMTRAILS ARE FOR? FACILITATING BIO-NANOTECHNOLOGY
OPERATIONS IN HUMANS AND OTHER LIFE-FORMS, PROGRAMMING IN THE TOTAL ROBOTIZATION
OF HUMANS. THEY ARE USED AS A KEY COMPONENT WITH FREQUENCY (DIRECTED ENERGY)
SYSTEMS. EVERY TIME YOU SEE A GWEN TOWER OR CELL PHONE TOWER YOU SHOULD BE
REMINDED THAT YOU ARE IN AN ELECTROMAGNETIC CONCENTRATION CAMP. MIND CONTROL
BEYOND THE PUBLIC'S ABILITY TO COMPREHEND. REMOTELY COMANDEERED
REMOTE-CONTROLLED HUMANS BY COVERT INTEL AGENCIES IN A CAMPAIGN THAT AMOUNTS TO
A COVERT WORLD WAR 3 ON AMERICA AND THE REST OF THE NATO WEST. YOU WATCH MOVIES
WHERE ROBOTS ARE MANUFACTURED FROM THE GROUND UP. DID IT EVER OCCUR TO YOU THAT
IT MIGHT BE MORE INGENIOUSLY DONE BY TURNING HUMANS INTO ROBOTS? A WORLD
DOMINATION TAKE-OVER SCHEME SO DIABOLICAL IT WOULD NEVER BE BELIEVED. THE MASSES
FELL FOR 911. WHAT DOES THIS TELL YOU? THEY WOULD NEVER IN A TRILLION YEARS
ACCEPT THE HIDDEN WORLD WAR 3 THAT'S BEEN UNLEASHED ON THEM USING TECHNOLOGY
PLATFORMS THEY AREN'T FAMILIAR WITH. THEY'LL REGRET THEIR BLINDNESS.
CHEMTRAILS. NONE OF THIS COULD HAVE BEEN DONE WITHOUT
CHEMTRAILS AND NANOTECHNOLOGY.
ROBIN WILLIAMS WAS MURDERED TOO. DISCUSSED FURTHER DOWN IN THE BLOG SECTION. ONE
OF THEIR FAVORITE WAYS TO KILL HIGH PROFILE PEOPLE IS THE STAGED SUICIDE.
DOCTORS, CORONERS, FAMILY AND EVERYONE ELSE INVOLVED ARE REMOTELY NEURALLY
PROGRAMMED TO BELIEVE THE SCAM AND BEHAVE ACCORDINGLY.
THE SITE YOUR HANDLERS WARNED YOU ABOUT
Regular blog entries start in the right hand column
following the picture of Trevor Constantine.
** Legal disclaimer: Everything on this website is fiction.
"Meddling men don't live long." ... Control Factor. I'm not a meddling man. The
meddling men won't release me. They're one state next to mine. Someone let me
Oct 22, 2014
I have to wonder what they gain by keeping me in here.
SEE blog entry with today's date for commentary on mind control in the financial
world. Regular blog entries start in the right hand column following the
bit about the Clintons.
Oct 20 - I don't have a background in the military or police, let alone
intelligence work etc. But I wonder what the rationale of the military entities
that keep me imprisoned in this anti-life, anti-human hell program is. Honestly,
I'm running out of stuff to expose. I can't think of anything else. I've
disclosed everything on this site and on the air. They could have released me at
some point and there would have been no damage. Instead, the TRUTH about their
faction and transhumanist super soldier program is hemorrhaging unstopabbly.
Again, I'm not qualified professionally other than to speculate ... but what
level of classified data being openly spewed (not leaked) to the world is
acceptable? Have you ever heard of the word PROPAGATE? Am I insane or are the
facts on this page not being SPREAD around? What amount of damage is
'negligable'? Why the hell am I still in a failed project after I've spilled my
guts to probably a million or more people around the world? Every day this site
is up the entire super soldier program and broader program/agenda gets kicked in
the nuts harder. The damage is incalculable, it has to be. How stupid can you
be? Any other group would have released me by now, especially with the
any-terms-accepted stance I have. I have zero doubt about that.
Oct 18 - Glad to have been on the Pete Santilli radiothon but wish it had been
longer than the time I had. Thanks to Derrick and Pete for the opportunity.
THINGS I WISH I COULD HAVE FIT INTO THE SHOW:
- The black ops SEAL group that has me, aside from the transhumanist esoteric
stuff they've done with me, is a DOMESTIC TERRORIST
group - big-time, and can and will act as a DEATH SQUAD.
From the very begining I was told that "we" are licking our chops waiting for a
civil war and/or other depopulation event. Actually, helping start a cataclysm
like this is exactly what 'we' excel at. Dirty deeds. THIS IS WHAT 'WE'RE' ALL
ABOUT. Especially urban terrorism, in city settings. I had numerous milab
training / screen-memories related to this along with their ideology baked in
from the very begining.
I've said this before but it's worth repeating: They control the police
whenever, wherever they see fit by simply taking them over via the psychotronic
remote-neural-human control avatar system they use. The police are NOT corrupt
and do not run 'gangstalking' operations. They're unwitting remote-controlled
zombies too when/where required just like the other 'perps' that most TI's think
are stalking them intentionally.
- I'm on an open neural hived communications network
where a number of team members are online at any given time. Just like an open
conference call. We all can talk to each other. Unfortunately I have zero
control over content coming from me. They get to filter and only 'say' what they
want. I'm a piss-ant tool - a piece of requisitioned bio-equipment and every
single thought, large or small gets picked up and fed into the stream. I also
have no protection - they can beam any content they want into my head, torturing
the living hell out of me. Just hearing constant ringing with voices is enough
to drive most people mad. However, as an integrated team-member I share in the
knowledge of operations, tactics, ideology... everything small to HUGE. I know
psychotronic mind/human control extremely well, like the back of my hand.
Speaking of that, I have a holographic tattoo on the top of my right hand that
identifies me as a SEAL (although I reject any membership or affiliation with my
- And, again I know that the electromagnetic frequency fence prison system in
place makes any chance of resistance by the masses impossible.
- Killing large segments of the population has been common talk from the
- They can micro-control the weather unbelievably. They can control wind, rain,
even sunlight in certain settings such as making your room suddenly go dark or
making sunlight flood into it.
- They can control all kinds of animals around you including birds which they
did with me a lot initially. Any common animal man may encounter can be taken
over. Of course this kind of stuff pales in comparison to the use of DEW's on
population. Yes, America and the NATO West are concentation camps with the
civilians being the prisoners - and they are oblivious. The best kind of slave
is the type that doesn't know they're a slave.
- Know what a 'site to site transporter' is? I have to thank the main group that
brought me into the program and refuses to let me out, for effectively driving
me into the TI community for support and help in survival. I learned about the
'site to site transporter' from another TI in DC who used to work for the DOD
and actually saw a demo of it. The name is self-explanatory.
- I was studied and used in wild transhumanist stuff at the CDC. It's no
surprise to me the deep involvement the CDC has in the EBOLOA 'crisis'. Sister
transhumanist fronts are NIH and CHIA.
Oct 17 - HEY YOU, DO YOU KNOW HOW EASY IT WOULD BE TO......
- Detonate real or fake nukes in an American city and blame it on Russians or
- Use psychotronic neural weapons on select groups of people giving them EBOLA
symptoms and even for good measure delivering the real virus remotely to some or
all of them, or some other type of virus thingy. It could all be done
neurologically though and their systems could also be altered to perfectly mimic
symptoms. The "modern" medical professionals at the hospitals (who are decades
behind in medicine) would be clueless. They would be monitored and taken over as
needed to make sure everything went smoothly. They'd never question anything,
they'd respond like true robots, which is what they'd truly be if they did start
to get suspicious.
- Start real or fake race wars.
I have a TI friend who's asked me a few times the purpose of her gangstalking
involving be swarmed by people in red clothing and red cars and trucks. Here are
the reasons: 1. Field testing of mass human control and coordination. 2. To mess
with her psychologically and keep her traumatized and unstable. 3. Tagging
people who may be of interest as tools, even if they are ordinary nobodies is
useful as they can be made to do anything anytime as needed for any event or
reason. Now, following this same pattern of human resource acquisition and
mobilization any subsets of the population can be given "EBOLA". They can all be
driven by live agents who are 'avataring' them or otherwise driving them, to
call 911 or go to a hospital and/or go beserk. So, TI's used as human test
pilots around which other bodies of the population can be taken over ad-hoc and
added to the list of available zombie tools plays an integral role in the
open-air mind-control prison called America.
Worried about being a Ferguson ISIS CDC-EBOLA-ZOMBIE? How would you
like to never be able to dream again? How would you like to be in a
frequency-fence forever? It's been 34 months now that I've been in a frequency
fence cut off spiritually with no real dreams. None. Only synthetic content
beamed into my brain. Could this be coming for you too? As the song 'Dangerous'
says in the link to the right 'they've got plans for us'. Later.
Oct 16 - more interesting inside stuff which isn't inside anymore.
how stuff works fyi
See blog section below for cool anti-human abduction story.
What's a site-to-site transporter? What's that loud pop that a lot of TI's hear
in their room? I have TI friend who used to work for DOD who got a demo of it.
Oct 15, 2014. I discuss the hiliarious Boston Marathon false-flag event a bit in
the Synthetic Telepathy manual and I've mentioned it before as a great example
of what amounts to remote-human-control paramilitary terrorism built on top of
gangstalking. What are these idiot remote controlled cops with their shades on
doing below other than posing for another remote-controlled zombie photographer?
These are remote-controlled cops. We say in SEAL synthetic telepathy jargon
about the state of mind of subjects that are remotely comandeered and
driven: "they don't know." To them it was 'just something', 'something
happened'. To 'not know' means being in a blanked out state, just a zombie.
I'm positive I have Ebola - you better come get me! The Obama Ebola SWAT squads
that is. I was used a lot at the CDC / Emory which is a front that does major
transhumanist research and development. So it's no surprise to me the
interesting role they're playing in the Ebola false-flag scam. I love Barko. My
targetting started under him so I think of him in a special way although he's
just a mind-controlled puppet no different than Bush Jr. or the rest of them.
I'm getting a higher fever every second and need quarantined. In the name of
good zombie health come and get me. Oh yeah, I'm thinking of joining ISIS too.
Where can I join up at? Oh yeah, I'm already in a similar group, forgot. Except
this group is real, ISIS isn't.
National Institute of Health and CHIA are also used in transhumanist milab stuff.
Oct 14, 2014 Looking forward to being on the Pete Santilli Show at the big
Radiothon this Saturday.
October 12, 2014
I decided to write a technical manual on Synthetic Telepathy / Artificial
Intelligence. Hope nobody "minds." The good news is I plan for it to be free!
The whole world can learn how to communicate via Syntel and learn how it works.
But wait! Don't leave yet... I'm rolling all kinds of classified
neural-programming and effects type of stuff into it as well. I'm pretty decent
at writing technical manuals so this should be a labor of love for me.
Hope you all enjoy. Below is a good intro / teaser. The fun's just starting.
Also, see blog entry below dated Oct 12 for the nitty-gritty demographics of NWO
factionalism and depopulation agendas. Title: A Tale of Two Black Ops Groups.
Oct 13: I'm adding pieces as I go. Pardon this being used as work in
progress type page section.
While the manual is being written, one immediate technique a suffering Targeted
Individual - or other subject - under Synthetic Telpathy may want to experiment
with immediately is to issue the command: "Tell me who you are" and "Tell me
what you know" to the system. Try to "intend" that you are broadcasting this message
not just to an agent but to the entire system as well, such as surreptitiously
using a 'cc' or 'bc' in an email to other recipients. Use left side - right side
- technique below in issuing the command after doing it straight down the left
side with serious intention with the last word 'know' being soft and
mispronounced like "schnow". As you mentally mispronounce it though try to
intend/know what you are actually saying - i.e. that' it's meant to be cryptic
and blurred. Also as the last word trails off let it kind of float over to the
right side. You might subtely grind your teeth on the right jaw as the
word is trailing off. It's best to do this whenever you think your handlers may
be vulnerable for whatever reasons, perhaps there is a sensitive situation on
their part and they especially wouldn't want to be audited at that time.
NSA Military Synthetic Telepathy and
Artificial Intelligence Manual
This manual is being produced by an insider in the
American military secret police structure. Although an
MKUltra Super Soldier (civilian resource, targeted individual used
against his will) the author knows an astounding amount of information about the
overall system used in hiving military and paramilitary resources (minds). I was
trained by Navy SEAL, NSW and Air Command teams on how to use this system.
During the past several years under constant communication with this system I’ve
also communicated with Craft private contractors and other interesting coerced
human resources used as agents. Translating verbiage along with blended signals
oriented to morse-code type patterns in a binary
fashion of left and right is a daunting and complex task. Understanding it is
fairly difficult but can certainly be done. I’ve mastered it myself and am as
fluent as any resource in the American special operations military /
It helps that I have made my living as a Software Engineer for nearly 30 years
and I’ve developed and worked on many low-level communications systems including
prestigious environments like Motorola.
The AI / Synthetic Telepathy system used on the author is one of the most
advanced. It should be understood that this is extremely classified technology.
As such I do not have access to manuals or other materials. I can speak from my
experience with it and what I was taught or otherwise learned from extensive
non-stop operations under it. I can only speculate that other versions of this
system do exist and that perhaps some have less capabilities
than others. Again, as I was told, the Navy has access to the most advanced mind
control technologies. It matters not that I have never looked at a manual. You
don’t need a book or manual to learn French verbally
either. In fact, learning this system the way I did has made me extremely fluent
in it, more so than having the crutch of manuals and courses would.
It’s better for me to publish what I know now to lessen the odds of getting
killed later as a dangerous liability. I want to say something else important at
this time. Many contractor agents in this system have learned what this system
is really all about – the full scope of it and internal information regarding
the end of mankind. They implored me to go public and “tell the world.” I have
but it’s too late.
If you are a targeted individual who is getting synthetic telepathy and you are
configured in a relevant way you can teach yourself the synthetic telepathy
basics and techniques I am disclosing here and use them powerfully to wreak
havoc on your controllers and their system. You can trigger security alerts or
generate AI system interrogations of handlers among other things. More broadly,
all humans on the planet are now targeted individuals but they don’t know it.
They exist within a software network as computers. As such, suppose the primary
language used in a network’s applications and operating systems was C++ or Java.
It would be helpful to know this language if you wanted to hack the system, let
alone try to take it down. Well, synthetic telepathy is the
language of the operating system and administrative neural applications of new
Earth, and its post-humans. Learning this will provide you with a powerful tool
if you wished to be a true “freedom fighter.”
So if you’re ready to learn about communicating with one’s brain and entire
system via wi-fi with other people and machines
wired to do the same then lets begin.
It must first be understood that there is an acquired feel to this Synthetic
Telepathy which cannot be taught. Like learning to ride a bike, or trying to
describe what an orange tastes like, or speak a language with all
it's nuances and shortcuts and intimations.
If one wanted to seriously communicate within the American military’s synthetic
telepathy system they would have to know the protocols involved. They’d have to
practice it and develop new neural pathways. In order to even understand the
messages coming into their head accurately they would have to understand the
core principles and, further, advanced details, to really translate the
Important: Not only can communications come across in a serial fashion from a
single operator but also from numerous parties; there can also be lurkers and
there are ways to flush them out.
The reader can see that this subject is identical to cryptography used in other
forms of cryptic, highly secure communications, past and present. Aspects of
hacking kick in big-time here. The implications related to national security
interests are huge. Learning this system is akin to a fighter pilot learning
techniques of every nature to intercept, blend in, stalk, deceive and
outmaneuver the enemy, as well as work within and help his own team.
There’s nothing else like synthetic telepathy. Nothing! People who don’t know it
and are not hived into a team are like primitive apes! They’re thousands and
thousands of years behind in comparison to the person who is wired into “Man”
aka “Him” – as long as they are being helped and supported by “Him.” Note,
the targeted individual who is a node on the human-brain-computer network only
for the purpose of being monitored and tortured via synthetic telepathy and
never brought in any further will not experience any insights into the system
other than personal misery. Don’t get me wrong. I’ve been tortured as
bad or worse than any other targeted individual I
know. However, I was set up in an extremely unique role where I was supposed to
be a part of the team, so I was configured in a way where I was kind of an open
node, a peer node. A great metaphor is an impressed resource into a military
unit or a pledge in a fraternity. I am beat on and treated mercilessly but I was
also thrown some perks and considered part of the team and as such under the
same hived umbrella-network. I learned and now know, as far as I can tell,
virtually everything they know outside of various transhumanist technologies and
operations -- which I really don’t want to know about any further. In past interviews and publications
I’ve watched my words carefully and stayed off certain subjects in terms of
detail or importance – out of fear and common sense. I no longer care as I’ll
never get out alive.
The planet is being cut off from all spiritual, cosmic and organic energies. The
only real ‘power’ will be the man
and this is essentially, believe it or not, this AI human-control network I’m
describing, the artificial intelligence in this system which is essentially a
deity in a way. We call him “Man.” Those
with insider admin type status in the system have immense power over those who
Imagine needing to get a written, verbal and/or visual-image based report from
someone. This is no longer needed much. If you wanted to know exactly how and
what someone thought and felt – PRECISELY – how they viewed something, or know
exactly what they know now you can. Well not you, but the officials who run the
system can. A lower-level operator of the system can capture in precise minute
detail exactly what a subject is thinking and feeling about something by
actually being that person remotely from a fusion center, military base or lab
or other location - even just sitting in their car down the street. There is no ambiguity, no mistake at all about what
the subject thinks and feels. Just as an image or audio file
can be saved on a computer, so can a human’s TOTAL experience for any given
period of time. Their exact
mentation and emotional state. Another human can experience this,
can relive as the subject – effectively be that person retroactively for that
period of time. If a government official wanted to know a genius’ blueprints for
an invention, and also understand it the exact same way that he does this can be
done easily. Every mind can be ripped off in crystal clear perfection. Like a
virtual reality that’s beyond virtual. Imagine someone commits a crime or knows
about it. They can be interrogated by this system (and not even know it) and
tell exactly what they know and what happened in exact unambiguous detail.
This is one reason it’s so important to understand and know Synthetic Telepathy
now even if you aren’t actively targeted.
Can you see that the Boston Marathon ‘bombing’ was a total false-flag hoax? Half
the city was put in lockdown with darth-vader swat units shaking down innocent
civilians in their own homes. How about the poor kids who were framed for this?
If this was a real event any suspect could be located anywhere in the country
instantly, knocked out electronically (or just dumbed down) then interrogated.
By the way, the cops and all other security personnel were all under mind
control the whole time, literally operated via remote control. The whole event
was done remotely. False flag and other paramilitary operations carried out by
zombie 'gang-stalking' remote human control will be discussed at the end of this
manual. You can reference your TV for by the minute episodes of this at any time
e.g. Ferguson, ISIS, Ebola, the entire War on Terror (theatre) in the middle
east, the Arab Spring etc and the dissolution of the revolution related to the
Occupy movement etc circa 2010. Congress is a total mind-control theatre of
literal zombified puppets, as are judges in courts on important hearings.
It is also invaluable for professionals in the mental health field to understand
this subject as there will be a growing number of cases of ‘voice hearers’.
Prisons and psych wards have victims of abusive Synthetic Telepathy. These
targeted individuals are ignorantly diagnosed with mental disorders simply for
reporting that electronic content, including synthesized live human voices,
is being interfaced with their brains.
After and during reading of this manual you are encouraged to research Synthetic
Telpathy, make notes and practice the techniques you've learned. You may want to
turn on running water and induce tinnitus in some way - perhaps through cold
medicine and visualize yourself in a wall of electricity while practicing the
- Lexicon: Terminology, learning the lingo.
What it means to “KNOW” something. What it means to
“Tell me who you know.”
“Tell me what you know.”
“Show me what you do / are.”
- Left-Right protocol
Under the system your brain is attuned to reading
messages on its left and right sides and combinations between these, thus a
binary system is used. The good news it's as simple as a basic binary system in
that sense. As we all now, computers are binary yet the building blocks of
functionality built on top of that 0 and 1 paradigm are complex. In order to
effectively send messages through the system where the system actually reads
them as native message your words should be assembled in packets in the correct
format. Those with communication software backgrounds will understand this
better, but the concept is simple. You typically will mix words up where one or
more key words appear on the left side as antonyms. The reason for this is
that left side words and other communicative effects are by default false.
- What you hear first is the truth. Successive messages are false or at least
the first one or two are. So if a series of two or three messages comes in that
carry a tone of importance pay attention mostly to the first two in particular.
If they contradict each other, then the first one is correct.
- Sometimes all of one side is true, Details on this. Look for additional
layered messages hitting other parts of the body.
- How to "talk" back to agents and
the AI aspects of the system itself:
Introduction on pushing messages back and down:
When we speak we normally look at who we're speaking to, projecting our thoughts
and speech directly forward and out to the person(s). Even on the phone we
usually visualize somehow the person in front of us. You don't give a public
speech with your back turned to the audience. The brain is oriented to
communicate in a serial fashion straight frontward outward. In Syntel we
modulate (translate) our thoughts into words or semi-emotive-words-images and
push them down and back - out the back of our necks. That sounds strange but
that's how you do it. The brain is not multiplexed to communicate this way. In
the computer science world this is a whole lot like a multi-threaded program
running in the back of our brain - in fact you could see it as a kind of
software-modem - and it sends 'fire and forget' threads down and out the back of
our heads/necks. It is awkward at first but in time you develop new neural
pathways to do it from practicing. It then becomes automatic and you actually
Tapping, scratching or rubbing with your hand or foot while
‘speaking’ to reinforce or to quickly shoot a warning or important message out.
You can also generate feeling like a suppressed emotion while ‘talking’ to add
emphasis and total clarity on your wishes. This is similar to an email message
flagged as “important.”
- The prominence of masking techniques and how they relate to mental programming
via key words in MKUltra or other subjects.
-Whispering, subliminal effects and
understanding true intent and meaning.
- What’s true and what’s a lie or disinformation mixture.
- Body language is huge... talk about key features of this such as looking down.
- Leading the target by posing open-ended questions and stopping after just a
few words so they start filling in the rest mentally.
- Are you sure you are willfully putting your hand over your mouth, rubbing your
face, scratching your head? Directing the subject to engage in personal
movements and gestures that help reinforce and/or have special meaning while
delivering powerful subliminal messages. Example: making the subject put his
hand over his mouth signifying a secret and/or to stop thinking (‘mentally
talking’) and listen to the message while in a temporary trance they’ve been put
into. This can also be done to feign lying i.e. to make the system think that
the subject is lying in repsonse to a question, if this is what's desired by the
agent coordinating the subjects movements.
- This is a neural-adaptive, predictive-programming system. The system is
extremely good at knowing your next set of thoughts / mental dialog. It can
almost seem like the system is thinking for you, but it’s just so advanced in
understanding your brain and thought patterns that it accurately presents your
- Symantecs: The use of acquired code words.
Symantec mangling words to create special cryptic code words only select parties
understand. Entire vocabularies unique to whatever unit are generated by
team members ad-hoc. A cryptic nature of speaking is
- Weak Points and ways to
- Advanced techniques
--- Later Portions of Chapters / Details ---
- When you look down, your head is flooded with either real or fake-imposed
subconscious thoughts. They are usually negative. Looking down brings on
negative thoughts. It does under this system.
- Dialog occurs either in the left side or right side of your brain – or it
feels this way. It’s very clear as it happens.
- Left side verbiage is always false by default, unless an after-phrase of
“sometimes left is correct” is whispered. Same thing for right side except right
side equals truth.
- When you get the ‘sometimes left/right side is right/wrong’ exception message
it’s usually in regard to something important they are trying to convey to you,
a nugget of truth, or tip, they are trying to slip you. You will get tons of disinfo from
the handlers if you are a TI of some type, but you can almost always trust the
‘sometimes exception’ as truth.
- Left side of head is the standard for superfluous text. If they talk to you a
lot it would be impossible for every single word to alternate from right to
left, so the left side is the common channel for regular dialog. Another type of
exception is when every single word of an important sentence is all on the left
side. When this is done it’s the equivalent of the words being in bold text,
they are kind of emphasized in a way to indicate that it’s meant to all be
consolidated on the left side. However, it can still be a false statement. It
could also be true too. It’s just being packed into the left side entirely.
- Masking. The agent can mask the words by overlaying them with other words and
also by straddling the center line, trying to cross back and forth and creating
confusion with synonyms and antonyms. Also they can mess with the timing. Almost
immediately after saying a word like “Yes” on the left side which would mean
“No” if it were emphasized as a left-side word, they can say “No” which would
mean “Yes”. They can also add a
touch of confusion as they do this so you can’t easily tell which it is. If you slowly
replay the sentence and break it down though you can figure it out.
- Communication can take place via vibrations from any source. They can take
place from any consistent sound around you. Crickets chirping on a summer night
can be used as a medium to communicate with you. The sound can repeat “you’re an
idiot” or “dickhead” over and over etc… or something positive. The agent also
can direct left-right side communication as well by making you chatter your
teeth slightly, rubbing or scratching yourself or any object, tapping or rubbing
with your foot; by virtually *any* tactile or auditory stimuli.
- Interrogations. A subject will be interrogated with a soft, masked voice
asking “tell me who you are?” or similar question. That’s how it starts. The
word ‘who’ or ‘what’ is key. “Who told you….?”, for
example. Again they will often mask this other voices and
vibration-communication running on top of it. Involuntarily, things related to
what they are asking will pop up in your mind.
Ways to counter (hinder) it:
Ask questions back. Apply the Syntel protocol techniques described above if you
are game to actually learning this or already have. If not, talk verbally out
loud. Do not try to talk back in your head if you don’t know how. Important, you
want to ask the question back using a combination of the right-left pattern if
using this specific synthetic telepathy protocol. Put a key antonym or negating
word on the left side. Example:
Right side: “who told you to”
Left side: “shut up”
Right: “about us?”
Keep repeating this. You can also repeat confusing phrases in a Clinton-esque
kind of fashion. In doing this, don’t worry about left-right side protocol. Just
say it either out loud or internally straight out.
Examples: “I’ve said that before and so has she.”
“Oh, is that right?”
You may feel the interrogator trying to pull your words to one side or another.
Visualize a deep magnetic pole or star on one side of your brain; feel it saying
“false, false but is it?... you never know, maybe
there’s something on the other side? Wait… there might be something I missed,
something going on over there…” so it’s a kind of ambiguous tug-of-war. *Revert
to this if the interrogator nails you. “You never know, that may not be all
there is to it…. There was something else.” Try not to actually think, just get
both hemispheres of your brain in a kind of wrestling match.
The interrogator component will always try to get you to look down and to your
left – typical eye movement for recalling the past. So try to look to your
If you feel your inner mental voice starting to answer a question or suddenly
visualizing, thinking of a correct response, keep your hand over your mouth or
nose. This is body language for lying. Also experiment with rubbing your finger
across the cleft between your upper lip and nose (mustache area). You may want
to keep your hand over and around your nose and mouth, and also dart your eyes
around also to act like you are hiding something if they’ve pulled the truth out
Still, it’s almost impossible to win. What they are seeking will always come
out. Especially if you get paranoid after a while, or just
tired etc. They’ll get everything they want out of you when you fall
asleep anyway. The mind has no firewall. Sorry.
One thing though. If the subject is sleep deprived and suffering from
psychological damage/torture, then it’s a case of “garbage in / garbage out.”
The system does not take into account that the subject’s mind may be a
total wreck with multiple paranoid, coping-type double-jeopardy type complexes.
Mind Control operations on the public, terminology, applications, “being the
target.” The awesome power of remote neuroscience and
bio-nanotechnology. Remote neural tricks involving masking and
distractions, déjà-vu type impressions on the subject and other fake psi
phenomena e.g. fake synchronicities experiences, Psy-Ops
Jesse Ventura - Testimony from several CIA agents
on reality and scope of Neural- Psychotronic Systems and Synthetic Telepathy.
Check out Control Factor - a 2003 TV movie that accurately served as a
PUBLIC warning in 2003
and discloses in great detail how Synthetic Telepathy works. Disregard the
cheesy Hollywood ending. Everything else is accurate except that it's far
advanced now. They also leave out chemtrails. You'd just have old-school type freying without aerosoled
chemical agents. Especially note
scenes starting at minute marks: 28:08, 16:37 and 58:00. This is what actually
happens under the gangstalking that TI's describe wrongly. The 'perps' are
unknowing victims, zombies.
Little Letter to the Intel Community
Let me out
Washington: Release me from the program
Navy Yard, Washington D.C.
What happened at this place?
enlightened people where burned alive 770 years ago. Me too and I'm still
burning, only in a worse 2014-high-tech way. We share the same story basically.
"According to the
Cathar approach to dualism, a good god made the heavens and the human soul,
while an evil god entrapped that soul to suffer in the flesh of the human body
and in material and worldly things of the earth – an evil place. Salvation,
according to the Cathars, lay in the human soul's escape to the spiritual realm
from its prison of flesh in the material world." Here - and thanks to Iron
And some damn good music with lyrics below.
No offense to anyone, but some stupid, totally unrelated observations may be in order as the evil
known as organized religion is used widely as a glue amongst the forces that are
Helpful TI support links.
European Coalition against Covert Harassment (EUCACH)
Freedom from Covert Harassment and Surveillence
Tortured in America
Ritual Abuse Links and more
TI support contacts
I heard a rumor once that officers in the American military are now only
promoted if their IQ is s below a certain score. If that's true it
explains a lot of things.
Who's the dude in this video?
We're letting him out - NEVER.
"The Internet is causing tremendous problems for them... they're running a race,
they know they only have so much time to get control and hive the humans." "And
things can come unglued very fast." huh? See Preston James interview in links
Nihilist Embracement plans on posting tips for TI's soon. You can find many tips
by searching the net - obviously.
First and foremost - if you start hearing voices in your head contact Freedom
from Covert Harassment and Surveillance immediately and get as much information
as you can. Listen to interviews with Dr. John Hall - the more recent the better
in my opinion - and contact Dr. Hall if possible. Talk to as many well known
professionals who are familiar with electronic torture and gangstalking as
possible. In other words make as much noise as you can and educate yourself as
much as possible in the process. Create Youtube videos carefully, accurately
detailing your experiences and link to other Targeted Individuals. Treat what's
happening to you like you would an accident where your hand is severed or
something like that. DO NOT stick your head in the sand and pretend it's not
happening. Do not try to carry on as usual - stop everything and put 100 % of
your time and effort into stopping it. Your best chance of getting out -
thus saving your life - is in the very begining. NORMAL is over. There
will never be any such thing as Normal again. COPY THE LINKS FROM THIS SITE TO
YOUR OWN BLOG AND YOUTUBE CHANNEL where you post your experiences. This will
serve as excellent support. Tell the domestic terrorists (that's what they are)
that you don't give a damn what they do to anyone else, you just want to be left
alone and if they don't go you'll make them pay an exhorbitant price every step
of the way. Attack them viciously and relentlessly. NE has injected some
humor into recent postings so the site is a bit more readable and less morose
(given the subject matter) - but take this advise seriously and pass it along.
This will save lives.
Some Tips for Targeted Individuals:
- Never contact the police, hospital, 'mental health' worker etc unless you have
a very good strategy, know who you're dealing with and have a very good reason
to do so. Contact someone on a buddy-list in a TI support group instead.
- Psychiatric 'medicine' is poison and will make you insane. Never take it.
- Get as much physical exercise as you can. Get into martial arts. This will
help in many ways.
- If you are getting pounded with frequency attacks - mental and physical pain,
take 2-4 Benedryl's with 2 Valorium root pills (can get at health food store).
This will give a nice little buzz and take the edge off the torture.
- Remember something very important. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Think about the big
- Listen to Classical Music. Reggae is good too.
- Get a large heavy steel chain and put strong neodymium magnets on it and put
it around your neck. This will have the effect of weakening the electromagnetic
waves hitting you. Try putting neodymium magnets on different places of
your body, especially lower legs and wrists. You may try puting several magnets
between two pieces of duct-tape then putting the tape on the inside of a
baseball cap so the magnets are always against your head. They may find a way
eventually to get around this so keep experimenting with it. Remember to keep
all of your magnets away from your computers, cell phones etc or they will be
- Only do this if you have to. Aspartame/Phenylalinine is an excito-toxin, a
brain drug basically. And in caffeinated sodas helps you focus. Something about
this has a way of counteracting the worst effects of electromagnetic neural
torture. It instantly re-wires your brain in a way, getting it back on track.
Only use a small amount and on occasion. This is a pesticide created
specifically to kill lots of people. However in small amounts on occasion
it's no different than any other drug. I prefer small shots of strong espresso
and a few sips of regular coke instead. If you need relief you need relief, do
what you have to, but stay away from hard drugs.
- Torture your torturer's if you are under RNM. This may not be applicable to
every TI but you can try it. If you are getting live voice to skull from
handlers it may work. Turn on a radio and change the dial to a non-station
on AM where there is terrible static and high pitched squelching coming and
going, turn the volume way up. It's especially effective in a car. You may hear
the torture agents actually scream at you to turn it off. Caveat - it will hurt
your ears too. Same principle may apply to visual things as well. If you
can stomach staring at disturbing things you may be able to inflict
psychological damage back on them. Trust me on this.
- Preserve your sanity and your health at all costs. Commit to winning this
struggle. Do anything you have to. Martial arts will empower you. Get to the gym
and go at it on punching bags etc. Take plenty of vitamins and health foods. Go
in the opposite direction of suicide and fortify yourself in every way. Do
anything that suits you to re-establish your sense of power.
Comedy hour....come back to this vid if you get too
depressed from further reading..
Back before future president Hillary got into politics I bet you didn't know she
did some work with Cheech and Chong. This kind of scene is common in Washington.
I probably should have used Pelosi or Feinstein or someone else other than
Hillary as a prop in my little Cheech & Chong vid ad-line. As far as politicians
go I like the Clintons, especially Hillary. That may sound crazy and will surely offend the Rush Limbaugh types. I like the
Clintons if for no other reason than that President Clinton publicy acknowledged
government experimentation and torture programs like Monarch and MK-Ultra on
American citizens, and he publicly issued an apology on it. Obviously these
programs did not stop though. They were simply driven further underground,
further into the shadows of deep black operations - especially easier to do since 911.
I appeal to the Clintons to please help to release myself
and others from this covert 'milab' MK-Ultra program.
Anyone high enough in government who can access my file, feel free. You
certainly have my permission for what its worth.
A crazy thought
TI's always ask, when is this going to end, am I trapped in this for life? I see
one way out, and it's not far-fetched. First of all, the problem is your
country's secret military operations, whatever country you happen to be in.
Therefore you need liberated from your government, meaning it has to be
destroyed with the military-related structures that run these operations. GONE.
WIPED OUT. In America this may well happen. What if the United Nations ran what is now
the USA? America's hidden special ops human
experiment-torture programs would cease because the American military wouldn't
really exist anymore. When America is under United Nations control then I can
have my mind back. I can have actual dreams at night, I can have private
thoughts. I can think any damn thing I want. I can let my mind wander. I can
relax. I can be human. I'm strongly PRO-UN because of my situation.
I have ancestory going back to early colonial days in New England and Virginia,
ancestors who faught in the Revolutionary War, both sides of the War Between the
States, D-Day, Vietnam etc. If things like that really mattered then why am I
being tortured to death in my own "country"? I welcome UN liberation. Anyone who
gets me out of this is a liberator.
"THEY CAN CONTROL EVERYTHING A PERSON DOES."
Are you a gangstalking (organized stalking) victim? It's simple, as the link
below points out. Everyone (even animals believe it or not) are simply remote controlled
around you, taken over by demand and controlled just like puppets. There's
been a flurry of spoofs by shills in the TI support group community lately to try
to re-bolster the idiotic lie that there are millions of "gang members,"
including family and friends, literally everyone around you, who are being paid
to mess with you. The below link goes overboard on movie references... but he knows
exactly what he's talking about. His information is 100% correct..
Look everyone, We got pulled into a MKULtra Black Ops Navy
Seal Super Soldier program. Look at us now.
Look at us now
MKULtra Black Ops REMOTE NEURAL MONITORING HANDLERS
AND SUPER SOLDIER Program Directors
Used against our will and on a termination program after being
thoroughly destroyed and de-humanized.
Do you reap what you sow?
wHo do we, the ringleaders of this wicked transhumanist mil-cult
really serve behind all the camoflauge of ideology? Who hired us?
you got it!
Jan 7, 2015. Lots of neural manipulation and heavy altering to try to keep me
dumb and confused. All this is being directed by one desperate rat trying cover
up loads of stuff. It's not HQ who he blames as the bad guy in his scheme. I
think back to how I was before this started. It's evil beyond evil. I wonder if
the top admin realizes what this stuff does, the hardcore frequency fence,
syntel, total control stuff they've used. Calling it torture is too light. And
this evil bastard covers it up massively as I've described. The scheme is so
insane. This is the most paranoid, hare-brained idiot and he's screwed everyody.
Would you actually still believe this guy?
Again, at least just turn as much as possible of this torture system off. No
more voices in my head, neural control, synthetic nightmares and 'lesson'
dreams. Someone will have to force him to turn it off. He'll never do it on his
own. What's he hiding, lying about?
THIS SITE COMES DOWN AS PROMISED.
Jan 1, 2015. Happy unhappy new years. When does the nightmare end? What else can
I publish here?
I thought about kind of a concession, something I'd be willing to do if they
actually turned this roach-ware off. I'd smoke weed regularly which would fry my
brain and screw up the hive-related neural pathways that developed during this
mental rape-fest. These pathways would be atrophying anyway without my head
being a literal computer/modem. I'd be a total couch potato staring my new big
screen TV, smoking weed. Weed does keep you fried and stupid, bottom line. But
then I realized that if I were actually free I'd be in shock. It would be
surreal. I'd be flooded with emotions of all kinds. I KNOW the pain would
absolutely knock me over. I'd cry for months, going into a deep depression which
you'd expect. Lots of this kind of stuff in the healing process. Trying to work
would be very difficult but I'd do my best. I'd be paranoid of the targetting
resuming. I was very deep and spiritual before this started and they raped the
deepest depths of my being, of my mind, soul etc. The reconcilling of what's
happened would put me into massive shock, PTSD. The totality of it is
overwhelming. That's why they have to keep me drugged right now via slick neural
programming and sometimes actual drugs. They've never let me cry and always step
in immediately when I start feeling any kind of painful emotion, putting me into
a numb lobotomy and using memory blocking techniques. They will also often just
knock me out, putting me to sleep. They can't and don't want to feel the pain I
feel. Anyway, there'd be no need for pot. I'd already be in such a massively
screwed up state. In time though I probably would resort to medicating in some
way. I remember a Vietnam vet I once met who I got high with - long ago. He
told me he'd been through hell and was really screwed up. He said as long as
he's smoking his pot he's ok. I can kind of see that.
Dec 30. Going into the 4th year now on electronic torture. I'm tortured worse
than any common TI. The evil idiot who started all this is giving me a pounding
headache now because he simply doesn't like my thoughts. Simple as that. Same
thing. This moron tells you something over synthetic telepathy then a minute
later tortures you for thinking about it. The torture hasn't ended but the ss
admin doesn't know that.
Dec 24. I'd kill to be free. Literally. No problem. What's that tell you? I'm
going a million miles per hour AWAY from all of this, not towards it - or I
would be but No - they won't let me go. Right now I'm a persistent liablity.
Free, I'm the opposite.
Merry fucking christmas.
Dec 23, turn it all off. I can't take it.
Dec 15, 2014 Just turn the fucking RNM off.
Dec 12, 2014. Movie "Gamer". Do you want a nice review of this at the top of
this page and spread in other ways? Can I fucking go now?
Dec 7, 2014. I'm speachless. Isn't it getting late in the game? What harm am I
if released? NONE. What harm is this site? Incalculable.
How God Damn stupid can they be?
Nobody wants this stupid site down more than me. I want nothing to do with this
world and it's problems. Doing what I'm doing violates my principles. I'm
supposed to stay OUT.
Why can't they just go away, do ANYTHING other than the electronics? That's all
it takes, just turn the shit off and let me be myself. I'll live in any other
form of prison. Do ANYTHING other than the RNM, electronics. Do ANYTHING other
than the RNM, electronics.
This is the most massive police state in the world. They can't track me some
I'm in hell. An internal, invisible Hell. No dreams, no spirituality, no SELF.
If they release me I've got it made. Period, end of story.
Dec 4, 2014. I usually mark Dec 5th as the start date of this nightmare with RNM
MKUltra. That's the morning I woke up to an obvious surgery. Wouldn't it be
great if this nightmare ended on the same date, if they turned this crap off and
walked away. Leaving this site up etc causes damage. Taking it down stops it. I
actually hate 'talking'. At this point thinking about humans at all is just
depressing, not uplifiting or inspiring. That's being nice too. That's what this
has done to me. I just want it turned off. I'd go live in the middle of nowhere
in a camper, in my car, in a tent, I don't fucking care. I'd do anything. I
wouldn't mind starving to death as long as this evil was turned off and I could
have my freedom, free mind and spirit. What kind of evil coward won't give a man
a chance to even run? Imagine the poorest, most illiterate county in the
country... that's where I want to be, although virtually all sheeple are
retarded... the smarter ones may actually be the ones that are 'unplugged', that
are dropouts, 'failures'. Nothing in the world, no amount
of money etc would make me ever repeat what's already been said on this site
Why would I? It's a one way trip to the psych ward. The additional humiliation
of a mental hospital is the price you pay for laying pearls before swine. I hate
this prison, "it's the smell". Agent Smith had some pretty good points. I have
to get out.
What kind of evil coward won't give a man a chance to even run? To the
shithead(s) who won't let me out: how the fuck would you like to be imprisoned
in this nightmare torture-to-suicide system? How would you like it?
Nov 28, 2014. If I were free...
- I'd be so elated I'd likely never utter a word about this hell again. For one
thing nothing good can come from it. Myself as an individual talking about the
topics on this site to anyone in the general sheeple public will never be
believed and thus serves as no threat.
- I've already spilled my guts here and on the air.
- After all this, as a free man I'd spend the rest of my days staring at the sea
in a disassociative trance.
- Being penniless, homeless is fine. I don't care. I fantasize about it
actually. It's a paradox because I like money, or liked it. I just want my life
back. I want my freedom. I want exemption.
Nov 12, 2014. I believe the only way I'll get to experience freedom again is for
a major cataclysm to occur. Where there's confusion there's opportunity. I'd
probably only be free for 5 minutes, who knows. But I'd love it. Anything that
forces these roaches to let me out, anything.
Nov 1, 2014 Security would have to be the number one concern of the main admin
controllers of the super soldier program. Keeping me imprisoned in the RNM
prison doesn't provide security, it destroys it. They accomplish the exact
opposite by keeping me imprisoned in the program. They HAVE accomplished the
exact opposite to put it mildly and the damage just keeps coming, residually at
the very least, and in other ways. The power of the printed word is amazing.
Supposedly TPTB now call the Internet: "Enemy Communications Platform."
If you want to know how things on this planet, particularly in the NWO West,
work just read this site thoroughly. I recommend caching it to your computer.
You'll see one day that every single word here is accurate.
Another treat to come to NE will be discussion of the fake Nordic Pleiadian
Alien typically used by Navy SEAL black ops as the supreme 'good guy'. I've
exposed and kicked in the nuts mercilessly the grey and reptilian scams.
'Abductees' who have spent many years still beleiving this hoax are no different
than the common moron who thought Professional Wrestling was real or the literal
retard who believes the 9-11 cover story scam about Muslims with boxcutters.
It's time to talk a bit more about the Nordic, Pleiades scam. Actually you can
jump straight to the blog section on Nordics "Tall Blondes" to get right to it,
that covers it pretty well.
While I'm at it: Crop Circles. I have it on good authority these are done via
DEW's. I don't really, personally, know or care but that would be my bet. I knew
a 'remote viewer' guru who takes people to crop circle sites in England and he
said they always experience psychic, mystical types of feelings at the sites. He
also said many of his students go on to experience alien abductions. Hmmmm.
Oct 31, 2014 Another 'milab synthetic dream' from 2010. Endless tornadoes,
people in exodus fleeing Atlanta northward to Tennessee, being pummelled by the
micro-tornadoes. The sky was totally black with very low black tornadic clouds,
rain, lightning etc... And another milab dream from same time frame of people
fleeing across Tennessee along I-24 and roads around it, huge flames were being
sent down from the sky. Also, a wall of fire was moving along across the state
and people were running from it. Scenes from small towns where people were
trying to get away from it but the towns were being engulfed in the firestorms.
There's plenty more of these from the pre-Navy days. I'll get to them in no
particular order or schedule.
Oct 22, 2014
I have to wonder what they gain by keeping me in here.
Something else I also have to wonder about is how many prominent figures in
media, especially whistle-blower truth media, and other highly successful
business people have discovered this site and it was the 'straw that broke the
camels back' for them. They quietly packed up and moved to another country. I
can see someone starting to figure things out, to see through the haze and
research and they stumble on this site. From this point on there's two ways to
play it, become an activist or basically gasp and shut up and try to do the best
you can, ideally leaving America before it's too late. Not to say there's
anywhere you can go to escape electronic torture once you are put on the list.
Here's what's happened. The economy is good because money is totally artificial
and arbitrary, totally conjured, nothing more than arbitrarily created digits in
cyberspace. Does anyone of importance even discuss the national debt anymore,
other than to lie about it? With nerual frequency mind-control systems used on
any pesky creditor to the magic banking system, the rules and reality are simply
re-made as often as needed. It's all in the unwitting victim's head and their
head is controlled by the undetectable electronic man-made neural software which
is controlled by operators of the shadow agencies of the shadow government who
the masses are unaware even exist.
Oct 21, 2014
---- and ---- being conned on the grey alien hoax, it's useless. People who have
lived this lie for so long would take a huge ego blow to acknowledge that it's
all misdirection, a cover. ---- was into xx and ufo's and that's how they picked
up the alien hoax. Every super soldier I know is way worse though. They have no
idea what's really being done to them and they propagate this crap making total
fools out of themselves. Sad and funny at the same time. The SEAL handlers told
me around April 2012 that the alien thing is a total hoax and they stopped doing
it. Ever since that time I haven't had a single 'alien abduction' screen
memory. It's a total joke. It's nothing more than a movie being played out in
your own mind with them directing it."
Oct 16, 2014
I don't blog much about my 'super soldier' milab
abductions/missions of the past. Many of them I'll never forget, in fact, I
don't think I'll ever forget any of them. I may start posting them for
posterity. One of the most profound happened in 2010 under the first group that
had me then. The setting was in a large office building in the financial
district of the city I live in. Myself and a lady who I used to work for were in
an office on the top floor. There were at least 20 others there. There was a
counter top lining the wall like a bar and there were computer screens on the
wall above the counter top. A number of us were sitting on stools looking at the
screens. The abductors were showing us something on the screens. A man maybe 5
to 10 years older than me was two stools down. I remember what he looked like
with his grey hair and partial beard, in business clothes. He stood up and went
into hysterics, crying and screaming out 'humans deserve to die, humans have to
be killed off, humans have to go'. I got up and went over to him as he started
to collapse to the floor and told him 'It's ok, it's going to be ok, I see it
too but it's going to be ok' - words like that. Exactly what we were shown I'll
never know. Under this first group almost all of the abductions were scenes like
this. They showed prison camps with whites being tortured or shot or macabre
conditions. Quite interesting. Anyway, it's hard to describe in words this
particular experience and the sentiment of it. The mans words say it all. That's
what it was all about. In the next scene I saw the woman business-owner who I'd
worked for in a nearby building years before. She was in the middle of the room.
There were more people in the office at that time. I walked to the large glass
window to the North and saw the sky was entirely black, just a huge wall of very
low-set black clouds like I'd never seen, rolling towards us.
This building was a common setting for abductions. I remember the red-haired woman (business owner)
being present in a number of the scenes there... standing in the lobby by the elevator and seeing her.
I always had the impression there was something going on beneath the building. I remember abduction scenes
where I and an 'ex' were in a kind of high-speed train underground. There were a number of scenarios
involving being underground in urban areas at a train or subway type station.
Oct 14, 2014 The incredible thing is I actually took the site down for a full
week a couple weeks ago. It made no difference. To those who hate it thank TPTP.
Let's play a game called Everyody Loses!
Oct 12, 2014
A TALE OF TWO BLACK OPS GROUPS - Or was
it a change of management?
Initially I was pulled into an anti-White group. The images of military I saw
wore olive green uniforms. I had numerous interesting ‘abduction’ type
experiences with vivid themes of waging war on white populations. Much more can
be said on this. I’ll say now, never was there a single experience involving
harming non-whites. It was extreme anti-white genocide themes.
Next, the Navy experiences began and the exact opposite themes were played.
Mostly these were anti-Jewish and anti-Black. Very heavy themes of urban-based
civil war against blacks, and very vicious Nazi extremism against Jews. I
describe the SEAL group as heavily fundamentalist Christian White Nazi
Extremist. Not just separatists. This may sound too ridiculous but be true but
Sept 18, more suicide programming from him tonight, and other sick stuff.
Sept 13, 2014 - More sadistic destructive tortures are back. More stuff this
morning. While overall things have lightened up some, they handlers can't take
it very well when I simply recall all the tortures they've done to me over the
past 33 months and the rage and wounds I feel. I've openly said before, I should
have been put in a trauma unit this time last year. Now the handlers have to
live with my pain and deep damage.
Sept 7, 2014
America's MKULTRA mind control program was launched in 1953
The physical equivalent of electronic neural torture, mental rape is this. Take
a good look.
Electronic neural torture = meth
I heard a rumor once that officers in the American military are now only
promoted if their IQ is below
a certain score. If that's true it
explains a lot of things.
Sept 6, 2014 Going into the 33rd month of hell on Earth under the Beastware
system. 33 months of unreality. I'm neutral in all human conflicts but it
doesn't matter. I'm going down. You can't fight town hall. You can only take
care of yourself. All I know is what comes around goes around.
Aug 26, 2014. Who would want to be associated in any way with secret agencies
such as the special ops military and their likes? We're talking about the
darkest of dark. EVIL. This is the real Mafia. And EVIL rules this planet,
that's a fact.
I think back a lot to when I was alive. My life was full of inner and outer
happiness. Life was life. Very often problems that I thought were big turned out
to be minor and I ended up with nice little windfalls, extram money and time. I
reflect back alot. I pretend I can go back in time, knowing what I do now.
Things would be very different. I'll be posting advice on how to avoid being a
TI and targeted in general by the Spy state we are trapped in.
How to Avoid Becoming a TI
Now I can't enjoy anything. It's not my
mind. How I wish that weren't
true. This is something the massess can't comprehend. They say things that were
only true in the past, that applied during the Human era which is over for
active TI's... things like: 'your thoughts create your reality. You manifest
what you think about,' etc. If they only knew. I blog this constantly: I have
no private thoughts of any kind including memories. I am not allowed to have
real dreams. Any, and I mean any, new experience I have that isn't synthetic is
captured by the 'soul catcher' technology. You should think about that
profoundly, those of you who can think.
Aug 25, 2014. Is a collapse of America possible? For the sake of Targeted
Individuals, lets hope so.
Aug 24, 2014. Has the American military industrial complex
become a War Crime in and of itself?
Is the American government-military-ind-complex everything it propogandizes
North Korea, Iran, Syria and occasionally Russia et.al. to be? NO. It's worse.
Immeasurably worse. All those, namely black ops military, make it the torture
state that it is. Torture seems to be the one area the militarized bastardized
bipolar fruitloop circus that calls itself America seems to excel at these days.
Mark my words that as you're reading this people around the world including
America are being tortured to death -- by the American military/government.
Aug 22, 2014. I think back to how I was before my torture prison sentence
started. It's unreal. I fantasize about it in disbelief. I truly can't
comprehend now what it was like to be free, how magic it was, how incredible it
was to have private thoughts, to have real dreams. Another TI I know related the
same feeling a while back.
What will the end result of all this be for this planet? A gas cloud in the
asteroid belt. I bet ya.
Is it too much to ask for help from the Red Cross? Should they not be setting up
centers to treat victims of electronic torture all across America? By the way,
the states hardest hit are California, Texas and Florida.
You know, everytime I see a Tall Grey
I hear that old Edgar Winter
song, Frankenstein, somewhere in my e-zombied head. How's Haliburton doing these
days? Can the Frankensteins of the beltway and black ops projects, if you will,
fish out some reparation checks to their domestic terror victims for starters?
Advisory to those thinking of joining the military. There's nothing wrong with
the military per-se. The problem in 2014 America though is that military
personnel are more likely to become targets for milab super-soldier programs.
Don't want to be a de-humanized lab-rat, stay out. Anyone with a military
background past or present, from my observations, is a better candidate for the
By the way, who is it that's paying the butcher's bill now and in wars to come?
Is it generally the poor or is it the offspring of the Tall Greys
the big-wigs you see on your Isis Ferguson (the new name for your TV)? It's all
like a big reality game show, the stuff you see on Isis Ferguson. The hosts are
the elite and/or their technical assistants and the lower classes are the
entertainment fodder, the clowns. Everbody wins! A whole lot like the Cheech and
Chong magic trick scene you see above. Evil and stupid and
cheap-amusement-entertainment-cravers get along famously together. Ain't that a
To clarify, Cheech & Chong were great. What you see on your Isis Ferguson
and in theatres today is pure sewage.
Aug 21, 2014. Here's the leader of the Tall Greys explaining why I need to
remain in the Super Soldier program. Sean Happity, a Draco Reptiloid, had the
Tall Grey Lizard King on for a full segment on this.
Don't be confused by this TG's references to
. These are merely cover stories made up of code words for the more astute class
of super soldier.
I'm confused as to what Isis is actually.
I know it to be Isis Ferguson since that's all I see and hear when I have on any
form of news. It sucks that a TV doesn't own me, or I mean that I don't own a TV
but I plan on getting one once I save up enough money, and I'll hump it in the
middle of the night. That's better than actually watching it. I'm going to name
my new TV Isis Ferguson. Everyone should name their TV since it's a part of the
If you don't believe Tall Greys exist just ask this former Tall Grey abductee. I
still remember an encounter I had with them on a highway in the desert about 2
a.m. one morning back in 2010 or 2011. Though the American desert is very far
away from where I live, there I was in the middle of the highway and with a
relative as well. They held an oval shaped device to my groin which took semen
from me, then they put up a big screen of some kind across an empty highway to
show me something important but I never did remember what it was. There was a
column of about 30+ of the lanky Tall Greys straggling along the highway. As I
was awaking to the screen memory - um I mean the true memories of the real
experience (laugh) that it was, a hologram of some kind was displayed over my
bed of a blonde haired man who liked me and a grey-hybrid female who did not
like me. The blonde guy told me things were difficult but that they'd be
alright. This was back before the navy took over. The 'abductions' stopped when
the navy came along with their mentaciding mkultra prison program.
I still remember the way the first black ops group (greys) would 'pull' me at
the begining of an abduction. It was always scary and weird. Mind control victim
Jim Sparks describes the process well in his book.
I hope some Hollywood type doesn't steal my name Isis Ferguson but I can see it
happening because it's also a hot name for a porn star.
Them creepy greys got exposed and stuff. Innocence lost.
Oh, the hell with it... I'll tell you about the Tall
AKA Pleiadians, Nordics, whatever you want to call them. Pictured
below are the successors to Semjase who serve as space ambassadors to Obama.
They cleverly snuck their way into the cast in a movie called White Chicks as a
form of disclosure
to the public.
My first Nordic abduction was in June 2011. For a fake transhumanist remote
neural mind trip experience - meaning artificial, it was incredible. I still
remember every detail. I had around a half dozen Nordic 'abductions' in all.
Most of them were rescue mission. I'm still astounded when I hear super soldiers
doing big interviews talk about their "missions." Super soldiers or stupid
soldiers? In fairness, with so little info on this stuff in the past, yes it
would be very difficult to believe anything other than what was being put in
your head by the people doing this to you.
Nordics are the GOOD guys. You'll hear some mind-control ('abductee') victims
say: no, there are bad factions of Nordics too who gave in and sided with the
greys or some crap like that. But basically in the genre of man-made aliens they
are the supreme good guys who want to save humanity.
The drugs they (covert t-humanist military) use on the victims are very
powerful. After Nordic 'abductions' I usually felt super elated with a sense of
goodness and good will, wanting to be positive and only open to positive news
I had a major Nordic rescue mission on Thanksgiving night 2011 where I (we -
myself and a nordic) rescued a woman being held by greys at an undergound base
beneath a building in the city I live in. There were some elements in the
experience that later made me suspicious that it was fake. Nonetheless it left
me in an artificially high mood. That morning however, when I walked outside I
saw military planes flying overhead, single file, and they didn't stop - all day
long, everywhere I went I had military planes flying directly over me. Then a
couple weeks later the first transhumanist super soldier surgery came. This time
I was taken from my home physically sometime during the night, and I awoke under
heavy anesthesia to a creepy screen memory. It took over a week for the effects
of the anesthesia to wear off. I've said more than I wanted to... The 'alien
abduction' experiences tapered off and finally ceased a couple months later -
replaced by a more personal, constant, worse form of the 'program'.
By the way, I have not had a real dream since December 2011 when I was advanced
to the hardcore TI version of the 'program' and no longer just an 'abductee'
milab. Not one. Every 'dream' / nightmare I have is a synthetic mind movie
created by a handler. In the past they were almost always nightmares to varying
Aug 20, 2014 Note to self - I supposedly have a real live kid (son) from the
navy breeding program. I don't believe this was disinfo/hoax. Just thought I'd
type that out for what it's worth. I told them repeatedly I didn't care. I'd
rather assume it is a hoax since it's a moot point because he's a property of
the super-state and not for me to see. They even told me I'd never even be
allowed around these kids anyway. Standard stuff to add to the trauma. They show
idiot fake-alien-believing milabs fake images of them with their 'hybrid alien
grey child' and crap like that. That's as close as they come to telling them
that they're being used in genetic research and breeding programs. Most of these
poor 'alien abductee' victims never figure it out.
One of the biggest themes and first things they show you in the super soldier
program is that "something is going to happen," meaning there will be major wars
or other collapse type events in the future, and that you'll be a part of it.
This runs the range from total economic collapse to alien invasion. You're being
trained/prepared for it. Lucky you! If being in the state I'm in is preparedness
and strength I'd hate to see the opposite. I want my specially bred son to take
my place in these future battles. I'm too old and don't know how you take sides
amidst total chaos anyway.
I've lately visualized a shrink checking out this site. I can see the look on
his face when he pulls it out of his hands. It's indescribable in words, you'd
have to see it. He's deeply troubled and almost in a kind of grief. He wants to
help me. "I help people," he often says to himself. But now his faith in
humanity and all he knows has been crushed by the worst case of extreme clinical
insanity he's ever professionally encountered or even heard of. "This person
MUST be committed immediately to a maximum security asylum for life," he says.
But that's where he is. I was actually free, which is where the NWO navy scum
came into the scene.
I have to admit something though. Never in my life (which ended in December 2011
when this electronic prison program started) did I think anything like this
could ever happen to me, could ever be real. At moments it's still surreal. It's
a sign of sanity that there's still a part of me that refuses to believe any of
this is real.
Aug 19, 2014 I remember a speech a former CIA scientist gave primarily for TI's.
He said we just have to be patient. It will take time for the bad guys to be
overthrown. There's little we can do about these powerful technologies right
now, unfortunately, they're in the hands of evil people, he said. Really, evil
people rule? Evil and its best and necessary friend, stupid.
Oh, about Robin Williams. He was iced. Simple as that. Anyone with an IQ above
the trainable range can figure that out. This is one of TPTB's cute little
tricks - murdering you and framing it as a suicide. Like Susan Watkins. They
took this man's beautiful, successful life and destroyed it in a macabre,
embarrassing, debasing evil way, marring memories of him and his name and
legend, turning something beautiful and gifted in to something disturbing and
sick in a sense. They're going to get a huge bang for the buck on this. Aside
from personal reasons for killing this awesome guy consider this point: How many
times are the masses going to hear the word 'suicide' in months to come and
equate it with many things relating memetically to themselves both individually
and as numerous powerful societal group identities? And they'll hear it from
'the voice' -- you know, that trusted TV newscaster quality voice that's
required to even be a TV or radio host. 'The voice' conveys a tone of truth,
sincerity and authority. It sounds legitimate. When the sheeple here it,
subconsciously they accept it as truth. They will hear the word 'we' a lot,
linking them into the herd, placing a warm arm around them and making them cozy
in their mediocrity and loyalty to a generalized, multipurpose lie machine.
So, on the topic of evil, yes it's not limited to just America and the West. I
guess you could call it part of the human condition. I remember this brainless,
sandal-wearing love-and-light drip talking about "the glorious future of
mankind." Yup. You mean the glorious future of a gas cloud in the asteroid belt.
What kind of country murders one of its most uplifting celebrities and in such a
macabre scarring way? An evil one. Break out the Abu Gharaid pictures as a
reminder. Ever stumble across any of these on the net? It's unreal.
What the psychopaths did to RW they can do to anyone. Remember David Carradine?
How many other 'suicides' in retrospect were nasty smear murders? I think we
have a new term: Smear Murder. Not only does the psychopath kill the victim
biologically but they grotesquely butcher his image and cast an indelible ugly,
scary, disturbing pall over his memory. I don't enjoy writing this kind of stuff
- I'd rather be a funny - so why am I? Because of the high probability they'll
do something like this to me. Some of the lower level handlers did try to kill
me numerous times. They also would tell me constantly outright and subliminally
to kill myself. I don't know how many times I woke up in the middle of the night
to a handler's voice telling me to kill myself when they thought I was still
There are neuroscience tricks they use to block my memory of many traumas and
tortures they did to me. They use very good neural-programming to rewire me to
make me functional on the surface to keep me going. I can't truly get real
trauma counseling which I need while I'm still under RNM. The handlers can't
take this. How could they? The first step in trauma treatment is to break away
from the attackers but you can't.
One of the most important things a TI should do is an anti-suicide Affidavit
which perfectly explains what's being done to them and calls for a full
investigation should something unfortunate happen. I did this and it's on file.
I've also taken other steps to damage them if they kill me.
The other thing a TI can do is keep in mind the bigger picture. This is a war.
It's invisible and asymetrical but very much war. We're victims on the front
line. Against the backdrop of this reality it makes the whole thing more easy
to grasp. and a little less painful.
What do the Chet Zar pictures on the left symbolize? My existence. What's left
of my mind and soul. Truly. It was therapeutic looking at these. I need to do
it more, maybe sketch some of my own. You'll be electromagnetic diarrhea one
Nearing the anniversary of hero Aaron Alexis' famous response to his torturers.
Hey speaking of anniversaries... Starseed Resistance is going on its second
year. It was about two years ago I started this blog around 3 in the morning
while being tortured and sleep deprived by the navy handlers.
Anyone in gov't checking out this site? (ha ha).
Can you tell us, gov't
man, is it true that you refer to the Internet now as the "Enemy Communication
Being in the TI community you get to learn a lot of inside terms and concepts
like this. If learning this stuff is a silver lining to being in a sadistict
torture labrat program then I guess I'll take it, but I'd rather be deaf, dumb,
blind and left alone.
I'd love to hear from some of the doctors at the CDC who used to work with me.
Where have you been? Lets do lunch.
Aug 18, 2014. BURIED ALIVE. What's it like to be electronic, to be in a force
field (frequency fence) every second? There are times when I actually smell
electronic to myself. My head is constantly ringing with a tinnitus like a modem
that's establishing a connection, it sounds like that and a computer that's
revving up and overheating. And it's slowly killing me. I don't feel human. I'm
not organic, natural at all. In fact there is no 'me'. 'Me' is now a body with
most of the life-force removed or deadened, just a hybrid human-machine body in
an electronic bitstream. Really to be very honest it's more like a corpse. I
think the term here is ZOMBIE. I feel weak and powerless and psychologically
like a defeated doormat. I exercise some but not like I used to. I will never do
anything but slowly die under this labrat termination program.
Another aspect of hell here too is that that I'm guaranteed to lose at
everything important I'm involved in. I'm always in a weakened, disoriented
state. In 31 months of extreme trauma/torture I haven't had one single second
where the electronics were turned off and I was myself and could rest and think
in private. Not one second. I'M A MACHINE, A ROBOT ZOMBIE. I'd cut my left hand
off to be free. This isn't life.
August 14, 2014 I saw this video in Nicaruagua and it struck a chord with me. The
place still has a piece of me. While I am now a de-spiritualized prisoner forced
into Nihilism I do believe in love still. It's like a rare gem. It's just
the essence of it, the energy of it.
Do I relish revenge on my torturers? Yes but I don't seek it. They murdered
the entire human species, I swear it. What's coming to them is beyond anything
I even want to think of. This is a pool I wouldn't want to even dip my little
toe into. Who are they - the super soldier program bigshots -? An errand boy for
the Illuminati. I am handcuffed to these mentaciding butchers. It's like that
T-shirt that says "I'm with Stupid." Would the "Illuminati"
have released me from this torture program at this point? Yep, I bet they would
I'm fucked and accept it but not like they are in the long run.
Those here for the first time: This site is very very raw and you should distrust
everything on it! Lies Lies Lies! Disinfo!
Really this is for people who are losing their lives and worse by these evil involuntary
transhumanist projects. Any regular sheep ('the filth' by some nomenclatures)
or love and light sissy who ends up here will not read past the top banner - and
will flee in horror to their refrigerator for a bucket of Ben & Jerry's,
Budweiser and buffalo wings and waddle to their big-screen tv room and gorge their
newly truth-poisoned heads with their life-numbing pesticides to seek relief.
Or flee possibly to their bedroom for a dildo. Have gender roles in the West not
been totally reversed? This is where the dildo comes in brilliantly. Totally politically
correct, even if it's white. It doesn't discriminate and caters to both
sexes (even if that's not easily distinguishable in 2014 America).
At the end of this page, if you're a misanthrope too raise your hand.
Oh, about the latest sad news this week. We (society) lost a great person to a terrible,
deadly 'disease.' Now, how is your mental health? Are you taking the "medicines"
you need? Have you been in for an evaluation lately? Just start with some counseling
- it can't hurt. And right off the bat the first question asked by the 'counselor':
do you own guns? No but I punch the clown with my left foot. Want to watch? That's
what I always say.
August 11, 2014 Since December 2011 a small team of special ops Navy (mostly SEAL)
personnel have monitored my thoughts every single second. When I say monitored what
I mean more fully is that they torture me whenever I have a thought they don't
like. These idiots have never opened a psychology book in their life. Aside
from unbelievable MASSIVE trauma, they've created deep complexes, outrageous
complexes. Can you imagine somebody telling you night and day every second "don't
think about kangaroos"? How do you then not think about them? And then they
constantly remind you to not think about what they're reminding you to not think
about. Can you imagine watching TV for 2 days straight and all the while being told
not to watch it or think about it and then told afterwards to never think about
what you saw and heard? And when you do think about it - which of course you naturally
do - they torture you. They call this torture "getting revenge." They
train their torturers (handlers) to "get revenge" when you have an unpleasant
thought or any thought you're not supposed to have. to have.
Then these morons expect you to be one of them! To be on their "team".
My hatred for them is beyond description. The tortures go way way way beyond what
I've just described, although they've lessened in recent months. It's
still CONSTANTLY like having your mind in a steel tooth trap. Imagine a wolf with
it's leg caught in a steel trap. Excactly. Or being claustrophopic and locked
inside of a small closet. It's like having your head in a vice. You have no
private thoughts, feelings, memories. All gone, and in my case all totally trashed
and perverted. I can no longer think about any family member, living or deceased
in a positive, non-visually perverted or sick way.
They'll make your mouth or other part of your face twitch or do something of
a sick nature to you physically then in the background in your brain whisper "do
you feel that"? thinking that their voice is coming through subliminally.
Their system sucks so bad, and I'm so used to it, I hear everything in perfect
crystal clear detail. It's like a loud cell phone in my head, masked only sometimes
by a loud tinnitus ringing.
31 fucking months of "don't have a thought, don't have a thought, don't
have a thought, don't have a thought..... " That's what most of this
system amounts to. Absolute thug morons standing by waiting for you to have a thought
or feeling then reacting to it. Imagine it, and imagine it still going on for someone
who they've tortured worse than an ABU GHARAID prisoner who now has unending
complexes and trauma and can only think of negative, dark, macabre, twisted and
gross things.... Secondly, you've heard of a bitstream. Well this is a "shitstream".
The effect this system has on me is to totally kill the SELF. It instead demodulates/converts
my thoughts/feelings etc into electomagnetic soup transmitting it back and forth
to the handlers. From the very begining 'I' automatically involuntarily
spewed negative insults and disgusting thoughts/words. I have ZERO control over
the cloned computerized region of my brain that interacts with these NAZI monsters.
I have a good general understanding of what's happening, the distributed processing
model. Many victims do. Read Robert Duncan or watch Jesee Ventura's Brain Invaders
documentary. An average person with any intelligence can see how it's generally
set up. Computerization of the human brain is slowly being leaked into mainstream
media but only under the lie of something that's futuristic and 'under development'.
First of all, who came up with this system? You'd think scientists at DARPA
and NSA would be smart. This system is designed to mentally rape, plunder,
interrogate and torture the subject to death. Period. It murders the SELF - and
you have teams of personnel interacting with the hijacked real-time pain and wreckage
of a victim they're presently torturing and the ongoing psychological/emotional
pain damage they've already created which compounds. HEY NSA AND DARPA.
YOUR SYSTEM IS A SLOPPY BARBARIC BUTCHERING PIECE OF SHIT. METAPHORICALLY,
IT'S NOT A FIGHTER JET, MISSLE OR M-16, IT'S A SCRAP OF 2 BY 4 WOOD. IT'S
A CRUDE, SLOPPY ELECTRONIC TORTURE SYSTEM.
Here's an excerpt from another TI - he wrote this shortly after his targetting
"It’s quite simple really, yet brilliant at the same time. After
an individual is selected for targeting, his or her unique brain signature is mapped
using wireless technology. Then, radio signals, not unlike a simple cell phone signal,
is sent from a cell phone tower directly into an individual’s brain. This technology
is known by several terms, one of which is V2K, which stands for ‘voice to skull’.
Description of v2k
30 plus months of "don't think this, don't think that.... " constantly.
Manual, live operator thought control by the most notorious evil torturing human-rights
violators this planet has ever seen - AMERICAN MILITARY.
The milab version of RNM is an electronic straight jacket. They want linear, computer-like,
meaningless dick-and-jane 2nd grade grammar type thoughts-converted-to-words out
of you and when they get anything else they 'get revenge'.
It's gotten better to some degree, the most horrific tortures are gone, the
worst, most evil torturers are gone (it appears), but the straight jacket is still
on, and anything can happen anytime. This is a termination system. The good news
is that due to it's inherent barbarity news of it is spreading and those newly
targetted can get up to speed quickly on what's going on. Maybe sooner than
expected it won't be a secret anymore at all. Human incompetence and bad judgment
is the one factor they have against them.
FYI - How did my targeting initially start (before the hardcore
mkultra synthetic-telepathy and RNM)?
With fake alien abductions. "Alien abductees" are duped mind control victims
pulled into the NWO as transhumanist labrats or other 'persons of interest'.
They have no idea what's really happening to them. The cat has come out of the
bag to some extent here. I've been on TI support calls where people have openly
(correctly) stated that "alien abductions" are really NSA-based abductions
where the victim is left with screen memories and sometimes other gimmicks to convince
them they've been abducted by greys, reptilians or nordics. I know of a mainstream
reporter who impressed me right off the bat in saying, 'oh yeah, it's common
knowledge alien abductions are done by the military'. I'm glad I've
contributed to debunking this hoax over the past two years.
IT'S A FOOT RACE
Knowledge of Targeted Individuals -- electromagnetic tracking, mind control, torture,
zombie gangstalking -- is spreading. It actually has the characteristics
of a movement. That is, knowledge is spreading deep, slowly and powerfully, establishing
deep roots that won't go away. TPTB miscaluclated in my opinion. It's the
underwater wave, the one you don't see coming. The truth on this scourge now
is like an archipelago of small fires scattered all around and instead of burning
out they are getting hotter and stronger even though they don't appear to. All
that's needed is a good wind to come along, and presto, they connect and we
have a raging three-state forest fire.
All that's needed is for bigger 'alternative' media talk show/news shows
to simply start mentioning Targeted Individuals and their claims. (The disinfo on
gangstalking won't work). Many smaller talk shows already do talk about it.
It WILL naturally go upstream. The house of cards will collapse. You can't have
talk show hosts with an audience of tens of millions of people (who in turn talk
to their friends and post comments etc) talking about TI's, especially if they
tie in the human wi-fi aspect. At first they will slam and discredit TI's as
psychos. And that's fine. There's NO SUCH THING AS BAD PUBLICITY.
IT'S A COUNTDOWN UNTIL A GLENN BECK LEVEL OF MEDIA PERSONALITY IS TALKING ABOUT
So TPTB have to make their next major move before the herd gets a clue, assuming
there is some major agenda.
August 10, 2014 I have a friend who said a little while ago something to the effect
that this planet will end up a gas cloud in the Asteroid Belt when this is all said
and done. Funny how this observation comes out time and again by those with any
degree of intelligence and observation of fact. It's a tiny number of people
to be sure which makes it smack of even more truth. What the masses think and say
is bs. Lies are shouted. The truth is whispered in private.
Hey, here's another maxim: There's a difference between power and control.
I think of the myriad ways this applies to the responsible parties in the Navy super
soldier program who keep me in this botched RNM frequency-fence mkultra prison program.
By the way, I'm not a nationalist. I'm not an anything other than an Nihilist.
America isn't a nation so it's impossible to be a nationalist. If I weren't
a Nihilist thanks to 30+ months of soul-raping mentacide and physical electronic
torture, I'd be a Globalist because relative to being a prisoner in America,
what else could you be in terms of ideology at this point? The only idea I
have that can help people is to start a group that declares themselves non-combatants
on this planet in every way, abiding by the Cosmic law of non-interference. They
are exempt from all agenda's in return and are not electronically targeted (totally
exempt - harmless nobodies like Quakers). You should say, it's not my job or
obligation to interfere in destiny. I'm not getting involved. Think of those
imbeciles who go on and on about having a "soul contract." Did you know
you signed up to be in this hellhole? That's right, you agreed to be incarnated
here as a fallen mistake, a fur-less chimp who was intentionally designed to only
use 10% of it's brain. You agreed to come here and be a martyr! Take a stroll
through an honest history book. I want nothing to do with humans at all now. Neither
do the people who run this place; that's why they're creating a new version.
That's if you believe the conspiracy stuff anyway, which is to say, the material
they openly publish to the global public. And most of the population is indeed too
stupid to believe their honest presentments and plans for them, let alone object
to it, and thus consents.
THOSE OF US INTELLIGENT ENOUGH TO SEE WHAT'S HAPPENING AND DON'T WISH TO
BE INVOLVED IN ANY WAY AT ALL, WHO ACCEPT WHATEVER HAPPENS, WHO RECOGNIZE THAT SOMEBODY
ALWAYS HAS TO BE CEASAR, WHO ACKNOWLEDGE THE WRITING ON THE WALL AND WISH TO OPT-OUT,
SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO DO JUST THAT. TPTB ARE VIOLATING SERIOUS FUNDAMENTAL LAWS HERE
AND IT WILL HURT ALL OF THEM.
Now back to the handy super soldier program's results for this planet. It's
either the gas cloud in the asteroid belt or something like what happened to this
August 6, 2014. Well we're nearing the anniversary of the Navy Yard shooting.
I love, honor and lyonize Aaron Alexis.
So much so that I am keeping his picture on my cell phone and a framed printout
on my wall. Why? In my opinion he may be Jesus Christ. The real one. If there is
a Jesus it's Aaron. He's not dead, he LIVES. He was dead as a RNM, Synthetic
Telepathy victim but now he's alive. Any and every type of metaphysics or entity
that I turn to in prayer is fully real-time captured and recorded by the ELF soul-catcher
prison system that I'm trapped in. The Navy rips off even the tiniest organic
feelings - even still. I am no longer spiritual. That's long gone. They killed
that with their electronic technology and inhuman torture. Well now that I worship
Aaron (my Jesus) they will reap the hell he will have for them.
Aaron is an American hero and patriot. I've already covered that.
Aaron acted in self defense for himself and for mankind in attacking the forces
who he believed were torturing him to death. The twelve victims were killed by Aaron's
psychopath handlers, not Aaron.
I was talking to another TI and good friend a while back. He is under much of the
same system that I am. He said "I don't know what you call this but it
isn't life." It was the way he said it. Only other TI's under electronic
torture/imprisonment could understand. The thing is, it really isn't death either
so it would be wrong to call it a waking death. Robert Duncan described it best
in his first book
The Matrix Deciphered
as a personal customized hell. I think it's actually beyond the common
view of hell. I'd rather be in that version than this one. I'd at least
have my mind back I think. I'd have private thoughts and feelings, maybe even
on occasion real dreams. What am I? An evil bitstream of electro-mental shit. This
is their grand accomplishment.
Peace, Love and Life to you Aaron.
Is this not the hottest porn? I'm sick of being teased. This is the only solution
I know of that saves us.
And this is the problem:
THE FALL OF MAN - that's what this website should be called. I'm considering
a name change. By the way, all credits for this website and any other related published
material go DIRECTLY to the Special Ops Military that Administrates the Super Soldier
Programs (Navy especially). They pulled me into the Program, tortured me forcing
me into the TI truth/awareness/whistleblower community. I preferred a quiet
neutral lifestyle. I heard another TI say the other night she was proud to be a
"fighter, a martyr"... "my philosophy is you have to die sometime
anyway" she said. Well that's not my philosophy. I owe nobody nothing.
I want my freedom at all costs and to live as long as I can. It's not my job
to try to save the world from itself. Nobody ever made anyone else healthier
by making themselves sick, made anyone richer by making themselves poorer. I'm
forced into pushing the limit with America's secret intel police groups by publishing
this crap, which is a form of suicide in and of itself. I want out of hell.
picture by David Dees
2014-7-17 When do I and other TI's get our freedom? Or at least when is there
a major change, for example, the global agenda advancing into the next major phase?
I predict sometime in 2017 after a Republican president or Hillary is 'elected'.
It seems to be the pattern that major false flag attacks/wars are initiated under
Republicans now. Hillary is a special cyborg though. The economy 'recovers'
under a ''Democrat" but they don't do a good job with defense thus
when the next borg gets sworn into office they soon have to step up to the plate
and go to war to fix the lax security caused by the previous "Democrat"
borg. In reality though there's no difference between any cia president, they're
all identical borgs serving the agenda. Replican vs. Democrat... It's like comparing
Budweiser to Miller; they both suck and make you sick to your gut. Libertarians
are the same, maybe we can call them Coors. It's hysterical. Russia and
China should play their cards exactly how they have been, just watching America,
Britain and company off themselves internally. All great things are destroyed internally
aren't they? Of course geo-politics is sort of a fake paradigm except to the
extent that there are still some real countries that still exist like Russia. In
contrast, America, Canada, Australia, Britain et.al are all pimped out franchises.
As the David Dees graphic above clarifies, it's all a falsification. TPTB
have time on their side. They can take their sweet time and roll out an anti-climactic
global imprisonment - final re-architecture. No need for huge false flags but there
probably will be a major one in a few years. All bets are off. Meanwhile my mind
(and those of many others) and my entire person is tortured every second in a mentacide
slow-motion murder machine by weapons that are banned by the Geneva Convention.
As I've said before, everything my torturers have/are/will use me for in their
sick projects will backfire on them catastrophically. The incredible thing is they
know this via their own queries. Fools. It's just too redundant to talk about
anymore at this point.
U.S. MIL / GOV'T - CAN YOU GUESS WHERE I'M AT? INTERSTING PLACE FULL OF
SO WHY DON'T YOU TURN THIS SHIT OFF? - JUST LET ME OUT BEFORE THE GAME GETS
Manuaga is a funky town that is pretty safe. Oh yeah, who is underwriting - who
engineered this whole thing? It's my old friend Don from NSW. I hate his guts,
I hate this sick transhumanist group. HATE. I have some things to say about what
they're up to - that's the problem with using a milab torture victim via
rnm/syntel. Despite being massively sleep deprived and under powerful neural management
to keep me falling for their scams in order to 'get free' I still figure
out the gameplan. When I do I kick them in the nuts as hard as I can. Why the fuck
doesn't the cia or another group take these idiots out? I want nothing to do
with any of this. All I want is my freedom. This guy is a total moron. How much
can you take? This will blow up in your faces like no tomorrow. Somebody with a
brain please step in. It's not me.
Time for an update:
Nicaragua July 10, 2014
How Gangstalking Actually Works
Jan 25, 2014 This site would have been taken down months ago if I had been released.
It is still active and now serves as an unabashed whistleblower site becuase of,
and per, the direct order of Donald and a handful of Navy MKUltra controllers who
told me to talk publicly about covert mind-control related technology and operations.
April 17, 2014 - When does it end? The best solution is to let me go, period. Others
have gotten out, why won't they let me out? It may be I'm stuck in this
electronic prison hell with no hope. Let me out and this site comes down,
simple as that.
April 22, 2014 - Contacting human rights groups all over the planet to report the
crimes against me and petition for my freedom now. More on this to come.
Any insider, RNM handler, who can come forward please do so. Ask for amnesty. Talk
to the Inspector General in Navy Special Ops at MacDill and in San Diego, as well
as Dept of Navy officials at the Pentagon.
Amnesty International is catching on?
It's a start anyway. Hey Amnesty Int'l - do you really think these
monsters commit these atrocities 'legally' and only to Muslims and only
in other countries that 'allow' torture? You tell the truth in a careful,
acceptable way then cover your ass at the end.
Chemtrails aerosoled over me on the spot everywhere I went in Washington, weekend
of July 13, 2013, including an unreal display like few I've ever seen, directly
over the Capitol Building, as I approached. See link further down on page for the
youtube video. I've had localized chemtrails over me every day since December
2011, directed by the Navy. This website will start covering this subject
- geo-engineering and mind control, black ops NWO secrets - in greater technical
detail now. The American people and mankind are in deep trouble. They have
no idea what's been built around them. Anyone who is not afraid of the NSA and
the rest of the secret police-state feel free to scrape as much intelligence as
you wish off this ficticious messed up website. I'd suggest caching the pages
or text on your pc and revisitng infrequently.
More frequency intensity coming - DOD document
Feb 23, 2014
Letter to Jesse Jackson
Jan 29, 2014
Summary: I'm being murdered by way of Mentacide, a slow-kill no-touch remote
electronic torture to death. By who? Five Navy Special Ops officers/directors who
use several teams of SEAL, regular Navy, private Blackwater-type contractors and
sometimes Air Command. I believe Air Command are actually the main over-arching
entity. Why am I being killed? To cover up two years of unreal torture on a guy
who was supposed to be an asset. Supposedly they've spent over $100 million
easily on me, and sold me to very high levels of the military/national security
as an indespensable asset to be used during x, y and z events. The 5 Special Ops
officers who run the project would have to tell the higher-ups that they have totally
destroyed me mentally, spiritually... totally, totally destroyed. It's not MKUltra,
it's extreme torture abuse by extraordinarily ignorant controllers who tortured
me worse than any common Targeted Individual I know, as bad or worse than POW's.
It's a massive coverup now. The average visitor here will think this is insane.
How can they kill an asset when that asset is expected to be used later? If you
understand transhumanist technlogies then you get it. They'd still have the
guy who exists only in the laboratory. The only good intel I have on the parties
involved is the main director's first name is Donald. Another major controller
pulled into the "program" starting in November 2009 with Army (fake-alien
In 2011 Navy groups began using me. Air Command probably involved. Full SEALs induction
started in December 2011. Navy Special Ops is involved also. I'm used
still extensively. I'm used in labs, hospitals around a city in the Southeast
Doctors, scientists and high command officers have no idea how bad I've been
tortured the past 2 years under the SEALs group. It's not MKUltra, it's
hardcore TI torture-to-suicide. It's very hideable, deniable though. The higher-ups
have been massively lied to. Most of the doctors, scientists involved doubtfully
know how evil and horrific the usages of me are and what they've done and are
doing to mankind. They may think they are just fixing me up with super-soldier components
and general studies and standard medical exams/treatments.
more info? reference book "How Black Ops Military Stopped Ascension" and
below videos requesting freedom.
Government agent? If you think this site blabs too much lets talk about why I publish
it and why I'm still used as a labrat after 4 years. Why haven't I
been released? Somebody's lying, somebody's covering up a very big expensive
lie. That would be the people who have used me to justify opening a new center here,
claiming big successes. Talk to ME, and to as many handler personnel as possible.
Note that many of them have probably had their minds xxxxxx to forget or obscure
Important clarification. My problem is not the NSA, DARPA, CIA, NAVY, NAVY SEALS
or other groups. My problem is the the 6 to 10 main idiot controllers (NAVY SPCL
OPS team) that are murdering me to cover up their massive blundered project and
horrific torture of me. That is the problem. Period. There are other higher level
officers who have been involved in this project who can tell the truth but they
don't or they would need some kind of amnesty. Other SEAL teams can come forward
too. Just what kind of blundering idiots are the majority of the main team? Watch
the video below from July when they called in massive chemtrails over Capitol Hill
during my visit. You got butfucked on the world stage.
Here's one of the navy special ops project directors of the black science evil
soul-catcher project that murdered the human species - well it's a pretty damn
close picture anyway. I HATE all nazi's.
New book by Sam Jenkins on Amazon:
How Black Ops Military Stopped Ascension - Transhumanism - End of the Human Era
Request for Freedom
Navy SEALs Psychic Warrior Milab Program
Soul-Catcher 'proof of concept' technology from two decades ago (successful)
Thoughts on Edward Snowden: It's a start. Upside - he has brought lots of attention
to abuses and dark side of government programs against the American people. Negative:
I haven't heard anything from him regarding electronic mind control. I doubt
he knows anything about it. The entire scandal almost serves as a 'good offense'
in the sense that the best defense is a good offense. The best way to hide something
really big is to make a big deal out of something relatively mild in comparison.
It makes a good cover.
Update Summer 2013: No doubt chemtrails
are used all over the DC area but... are they sprayed directly over the Capitol
Building every day, if ever? Hell if I know. But I'd think that would raise
major suspicions. Watch my footage carefully. The skies are relatively clear ahead
of me and then they get spayed massively directly overhead as I approach. Especially
note how the chemtrails then totally clear over the Capitol Building
after I leave - yet they are sprayed right over me as I am walking further down
the Mall towards the Washington Monument. No I'm not paranoid or a Walter Mitty
attention-seeker. This happens everywhere I go. I just happened to be at a place
called Capitol Hill and they really went at it. The interesting question the reader
should ask themselves is why? Why me? Personally I think they really over-reacted
during my visit to the Capitol. I don't practice Psi anymore. I abhore it now.
Yes, chemtrails are used widely (in geo-engineering) and for other purposes (no
further comment - figure it out) but believe me, I still get real beauties directly
over me everywhere I go. All information I've published in my book
and online is 100% accurate. I just want out. I refuse to be involved in human conflicts.
I don't take sides. I just want out. Just go the f away. I'll keep documenting
and posting stuff until you do. I welcome help from anyone who can get me out of
this Seals black ops cult. Anyone.
...By the way casual reader, military and gov't personnel or whoever you might
be, "our" world/planet/dimension is shunned by all intelligent, benevoloent
life. Humans are being turned into remote-controlled, soul-less shadow beings; really,
two dimensional shadow-like entities. That's the big picture: Expolitics. Geo-engineering/transhumanism
is a means to an end. And that end was shown to you in the movie The Matrix.
So Welcome. If this site saves a few lives it's worth
it. The purpose of this site is to provide a warning to sentient beings. It does
not contain happy news. If you're just looking for "Love and Light"
you're in the wrong place.
I realize this site is a bit sporadic as I've had to develop it under a lot
of duress and ongoing torture. It's worth it to read it though. The subject
matter sounds science fiction but it's true.
Dark factions of the US Military are electromagnetically sequestering,
studying, stealing human souls to:
1. Weaponize them
2. Play God in deciding who gets to re-incarnate and where a person's soul goes
after they die.
This is a part of the NWO plan you probably haven't heard of. The entire
population of the planet is affected. All human beings are essentially "targeted
Update 8-28-13 for any TI's who want to know how
the monster torturers who run these murder programs use personnel to carry it out,
see the log dated 8-28-13.
First off, to the general public: If you aren't aware of mind control and remote
electronic torture (synthetic telepathy, mk-ultra, nano-implants, etc) - then read
Mind Control Weapons 101
Electronic Warfare - by former CIA
I am a former "milab" and torture victim of a US Navy SEALS black ops
group and am on a death sentence. I believe this group is operating out of Dobbins
AFB in Marietta, GA and also uses me at the CDC in Atlanta. Any military/CIA reading
this who know about these projects may think I'm just going through the breaking-in
period - no, read on.
Is this stuff for real? I've never heard of anything like this. Start
Reality of Synthetic Telepathy
Background reading / primers:
1. EVERYBODY should download, read and spread this free pdf by Robert Duncan:
The Matrix Deciphered
. I also recommend his book Project Soul Catcher.
2. GWEN towers and HAARP:
Gwen towers - total control
GWEN, HAARP, Mandatory HDTV
3. Youtube and Google nanotechnology if you aren't familiar with this.
4. Google Electronic Warfare ("EW") and Directed Energy Weapons ("DEW")
aka Electromagnetic Weapons
How Black Ops Military Stopped Ascension: Transhumanism - End of the Human Era
by Sam Jenkins. Among other things, this book contains some tips for MILABS
and other targeted individuals.
Once you grasp the basics you''ll see that the current wars with tanks,
planes and troops are a charade, distraction. Tanks, planes and troops are visuals
for the masses "back home", that's all. All the economic markets are
totally rigged. Most domestic terror attacks, shootings etc are faked. The entire
world, all 7 billion brains on the planet, are remotely controlled. The world is
enclosed in a manmade electro-magnetic frequency band, which facilitates one massive
brain network. Every brain is accessible. Every human is just like a node on a computer
network. It's that simple. Oh, and so are their souls. I'm no christian
but.... the book of revelations comes to mind here (same thing is said in many other
ancient texts too).
Anyone who is of influence or has any power is now a remotely controlled robotic
puppet. End of story... except that at some point everybody will be a Stepford wife.
It can't be reversed or stopped.
So I don't repeat myself, read the link in the menu's section about 2012/Mayans.
It's too late. Enjoy material things, have as much sex as you can, party. There
was indeed a dimensional shiift, a downward one for the 2-legged waste products.
Only a very infinitesimal amount of real organic humans will not disappear. Mankind
has been written off. A beautiful Acension process was underway but idiot humans
(most of them) are exempt, they've been cut off from it and, in my mind, they
don't have the right architecture anyway. They're just cockroaches really,
as a wacky Englishman I know calls them, "transgenic chimps." I cannot
help even if I wanted. I'm totally destroyed, rotten, broken. I'm a beaten
down MK-Ultra torture victim, a covert lab-rat abductee of the military industrial
complex who has been sliced, diced and driven down into near nothingness and then
encased in a synthetic electronic cage. I cannot even experience nature anymore.
If you are a Starseed or a mind control victim (targeted individual)
please read this - and propagate it. Americans are being tortured into suicide
and mental hospitals by military black ops groups. I'm one of the few
that's lived to tell about this from the inside but I won't be around long now.
If this simple web page saves one life it's worth it. As I'm an electronically
mind-controlled torture victim existing in an electronic frequency fence, it is
difficult for me to have the time and the concentration to format things such as
this site as well as I'd like. At one time I was great at web design and writing.
Most of the content on this site is simply spewed out from me at odd hours in the
early morning after I've been awakened by a handler to a lucid nightmare or
other type of torture. For me it's a form of therapy and retaliation. As well,
there is useful information here for Targeted individuals, especially milabs.
I NEED HELP DISABLING THE NANO-IMPLANTS IN ME. As far
as I know it's almost impossible to even jam these. I've tried magnets,
faraday cages etc. A frequency jammer with hopping and spectrum spread features
that goes to 5ghz or higher would probably work.
I'm a civilian living in suburbia and I've been
through torture as bad or worse than GITMO prisoners. Nobody will help. The only
people that can are other military units or high level politicians. I've written
letters to high-ranking officers in the Pentagon in various branches of the military.
I got a little bit of response from the Marine Intelligence but that's all.
I'm tortured via synthetic telepathy (syntel) and other electronic means, mostly
mental. Incredibly loud ringing in my head, narcolepsy, throbbing, twitching, wild
hallucincations both visual and auditory and mind movies of relatives being raped.
They typically insert these in the target's mind as 'staged memories'
when they wake you up at various times during the night. This is what navy seals
do, at least these ones. The treatment I got under the Army MILAB system was
fantastic compared to this. The incredible thing is that these evil idiots still
expect me to help them. I hate them beyond words. They, in their own words, are
forcing me to suicide. The only thing that will save me is:
1) Somebody killing them. I believe there are about 30 of them total and they're
at Dobbins AFB. They also take me to the CDC in Atlanta where they keep my clone.
2) A cosmic or other incredible cataclysm that knocks out the grid. With no electricity
their frequency fence (force field) won't work.
They've supposedly spent over $100 million on me. It's
difficult to justify killing a super-soldier. There's a lot of red tape
from what I understand. This is the only reason they haven't killed me yet.
They did actually try back in September 2012 via major torture. But they can
try to force you to suicide or a mental hospital.
I understand there's an electronic xbox or whatever type of game that idiots
play called Navy SEALS black ops. Well let me tell you about the real one, a true
story. A black ops SEALs group killed mankind! They inducted me around November
2011 as a milab and wanted me to be one of them. Fortunately it failed catastrophically
but their usage and torture of me still goes on. These idiots tortured me psychologically
via synthetic telepathy for months on end (and still do) because they simply didn't
approve of my thoughts. They would tell me to stop thinking of something and repeat
it incessantly and torture me literally all night long and throughout the day. I'm
a shadow of my former self now. These idiots talk to you non-stop even well after
the break-in phase. The mind has no firewall - once your mind is taken over i.e.
injected constantly with outside voices and thoughts and dreams and feelings, to
say nothing of your spiritual psychic-neural faculties being wildly experimented
on and manipulated - you are no longer 'you'. It's not 'your'
mind. You cease to live but rather exist as a soul-less radio-communications device.
I had contact with REAL et's, benevolent ones over the past 5 years. Not the
fake greys and reptilians (military staged dreams). I can tell you, mankind is fucked.
There was a bifurcation. A small number of humans ascended over the past couple
years but still remain physically here on this doomed planet. The archon-controlled
Western military-industrial complex via geo-engineering (chemtrails), HAARP, nanotechnology
and other technology cut God and celestial connections off from this planet. Humankind
is indeed dead; the Mayans were correct. You are all slated to either be exterminated
or turned into literal hybrid robots under total mental and physical control with
your souls harvested. Moronic "channellers" who talk about ascension
make the perfect discredit cover-story for ascension. It was real indeed, "was"
being the key word. Eventually, in probably a few decades at the very most, humans
will not exist at all. There are just countless scenarios for electronic population
control that will get out of control and destroy what's left of the already
failed human experiment. What about the good et's, won't they help? Nope.
They did what they could, and spiritually evacuated various souls. The planet is
quarantined now and they're just standing back watching it de-evolve in the
final stages of the biggest freakshow that's ever taken place. Continuing my
run-on megaparagraph, I resisted this black ops group as best I could and I have
absolutely nothing to do with them or any NWO group. I utterly disavow and disassociate
myself with them and their insane soul-raping mad-science evil.
"Helsingin Sanomat, the largest newspaper in Scandinavia, wrote in the September
9, 1999 issue that Scientific American magazine estimates that after the Millenium
perhaps ALL people will be implanted with a "DNA microchip". How many people realize
what it actually means? Total loss of privacy and total outside control of the person's
physical body functions, men-tal, emotional and thought processes, including the
implanted person's subconscious and dreams! For the rest of his life! " See Humanity
is Implanted link to right.
-- WELL NO KIDDING... THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT'S HAPPENED TO MYSELF AND OTHER 'TARGETED
INDIVIDUALS', EXCEPT WITH MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF DENIABLE TORTURE ON TOP OF IT.
All Targeted Individuals NEED to read
The Silent Massacre
(in PDF) and pass it around - It answers scores of questions and can help
save your life.
I'm a bitter guy. The Navy has ripped off my soul and extrasensory frequencies
with multiversal ascension forces and is using it for their own purposes. They could
broadast this into others to make them think they are having a 'Christ second
coming' kind of experience.
David Icke and Alex Jones of InfoWars nail the transhumanist agenda and how horrible
and "ugly" it is - the end of man, the end of nature. I am not a
fan of Mr. Jones but he does a great job here. There's an InfoWars magazine
issue headlined "The End of Humanity; Rise of the Robots." This gets good
around the 23 minute mark and onward. Note, video is mistitled 'total financial
Transhumanist agenda, robotizing of humans in rapid progress
The Grinch that stole Ascension: the archon-controlled
Western military. The whole planet is essentially being cut off from God and the
heavens through technology that the brainless slave-public can't even fathom.
Read a post from Mia, another Starseed being used by Black Ops military as a lab
rat. She is absolutely correct.
Another Starseed Lab Rat
Doctor, nurse or scientist?
The entire world and cosmos are enemies of this Navy group of monsters who have
tortured me beyond imagination and destroyed my life. They truly represent
no group of humans and are enemies of other NWO factions. Their experiments and
uses of me will backfire on them catastrophically. They've brought unspeakable
harm to the entire planet. All enemies of theirs are friends of mine.
Contact email: nonukesever at ymail.com
End of story.
AARON ALEXIS NAVY YARD - WASHINGTON TIMES STORY
AARON ALEXIS - WASHINGTON TIMES
Dangerous by Big Data
Deborah Tavares - Preston James
How to Avoid Becoming a TI
Navy leak: America now an electronic concentration-camp
Increased Frequency saturation planned for America
What is mind-control/psychotronic torture?
Here's how they control the population
Jessee Ventura - Brain Invaders
Humanity is implanted
MUST READ for TI'S - Silent Massacre
Indigos vs Transhumanism
Synthetic Telepathy primer
Targeted Individuals misdiagnosed
Spiritual message for TI's
Black Ops theme song
Another Starseed Lab Rat
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